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My fault?

Postby Nina11 » Tue Apr 23, 2013 5:48 pm

I don t understand it. I don t understand it.

The bad man said he loved me. And that I followed him. And that it was good for me.

I don t understand. Did I make this happen?

I don t understand

*sits in corner, rocks, sobs*

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we saw children of the corna gain. ANd host said big people need to give little ones love and that s got to be good love and not bad love and taht I ddin t deserve this
END TRIGGER WARNING

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Re: My fault?

Postby oaktree » Tue Apr 23, 2013 6:00 pm

The man lied.

His love was the bad love. He made you think you were wrong. That you were the one to blame. It are tricks. You are not to blame. You couldn't even be blamed, at that age. The host is right. You didn't deserve this. No one deserves it.

It was not good for you. You wouldn't feel so bad about it if it was good for you.

Hope you feel better soon.
Dx: PDD-NOS. Tested for dissociative disorders and PTSD but they say the symptoms are attributable to PDD-NOS.
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Re: My fault?

Postby lifelongthing » Tue Apr 23, 2013 7:13 pm

It's not your fault Indie and it never was.

He was a very bad man who said very bad things to make your feelings hurt and to make you not tell. You did the best you could with what you knew and you did nothing at all wrong.

You are nice and you are right and you are beautiful just as you are and you deserve to have safe love. Lots of safe love and safe hugs and smiles.

I'm sorry you didn't get that.
I wish you the very best in healing.
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