Updating for anyone who cares to know **TW**

We will be gone for about a week. Until next Thursday. Do not worry, we are on a trip to a place that has no internet.



I think JuDe may be dying. One of his alters took over and he tried to fight it to protect us. I believe it is constantly draining him, trying to weaken him. He lost the battle with it a couple of nights ago and it harmed a few of us. It seems to be a vampire. He fought very hard last night and ultimately came out on top after Judia took control when he became enraged about something. When Judia got bored Billy came out crying and wanting to be held like the small child he is. Steve held him. It was rather awkward for him though, because when someone switches inside it is the same as outside. We still see JuDe or whoever is switched...
The problem is when he came back from fighting he was so weak that he could hardly move. He looks almost grey. When he requested to be in control of the body and Aubrey allowed him to, the body was rather limp. Aubrey is rather distraught because the two are very close.
On top of that everyone is still weak from the other night.
Figured someone would appreciate the update,
-Ace

My system has gone through quiet some turmoil the past months as you have noticed.

Fights, dyin, deaths, wounds, no safety in the inner world, then the innerworld crashin, tryin to rebuild, dyin again.

Anyways: in my experience: dyin means transformation. So OR juDe gets stronger again, OR changes, OR goes back to neurons, .... somethin like that.

As for now, the system is in shock. Is there a safe place you can create where everyone can find a bit of rest to gather strenght again?

If its not possible, you can create on in a thread on here and keep us posted?

This is major change you re goin through so make sure you have some support. The body may be very weak too,, so I hope yoou re not alone;

You re in our thoughts

Nina11

-- Fri Apr 19, 2013 5:35 pm --

vampire is a very strong symbol<. it means this alter is in great need and needs something badly. A way to get to know this is the nine step program, it s under the thread of resources.

If he gets what he needs, he ll be at ease and you may have more peace and less fights.

Best of luck

Nina11

Thank you for updating

I hope you can enjoy your trip and that JuDe feels stronger and better soon. Thinking of you all

I hope you guys enjoy the trip

Jude, stay strong. I know its hard going through this - we are/have been in similar situations. But it's a change, and it might turn out well, or you might even get better.

Thinking of you, and hoping for the best

JUDES STILL NOT MUCH BETTER. HE ASKED AUBS FOR CONTROL TODAY SO SHE GAVE IT TO HIM AND THE BODY IMMEDIATELY WENT LIMP AND HE JUST USED THE BODY TO TAKE A NAP. I THINK THE NAP MAY HAVE HELPED A BIT THOUGH. NOT SURE BUT I THINK THE STUBBORN ASS MIGHT BE DYING... BECAUSE HE NEVER TELLS ANYONE ABOUT SOME VAMPIRIC MONSTER CONSTANTLY ######6 DRAINING HIM!!! ANY OF US WOULD GLADLY SHARE LIFE WITH HIM IF HE WOULD ASK!
I'VE NEVER SEEN HIM ANYTHING BUT STRONG... I MEAN EVEN NOW HIS STUBBORN ASS IS TRYING TO REASSURE ME INSTEAD OF RESTING.

Steve don't be afraid for him... If you've died and didn't stay dead what makes you think he would

I hope your trip allows for some much needed rest and relaxation. We're so sad to hear about Jude I hope it goes like you mentioned with Steve and he comes back. We all really hope it's not permanent! Stay as safe as possible and Nina11 may be right, he want/need something and the key is to figure out what; I really hope this is the case and that he isn't just doing it because he enjoys it. He sounds dangerous, I hope whoever was hurt by him recovers and that Jude is going to make it through.

Thanks for the update Ace!

While you are right that Jude will probably come back, Steve still has a right to be pissed off that he never gave anyone a chance to save him.... And being afraid for him is a perfectly normal thing.

I I'VE NEVER BEEN AFRAID. I'VE NEVER BEEN CLOSE TO TEARS BEFORE EITHER. I HATE IT. AND I HATE JUDE FOR CAUSING IT. ITS BEING SELFISH.

I was wonderin how Jude is doin now?

How is the trip goin / or is it over yet?

I ve been thinkin about you.

Nina11