Updating for anyone who cares to know **TW**

Well JuDe did die. But he's back now, which scruffy says is really really quick. She says she's the only one who sees them as ghosts. She said usually it takes two or three weeks. But JuDe came back in three days or so...

I hAd To CoMe BaCk QuIcKlY oR tHe WhOlE wOrLd WoUlD fAlL aPaRt. As It Is I hAd To Do A lOt Of WoRk WhEn I cAmE bAcK cUs ThE wHoLe PlAnEt ThAt We LiVe On, (ThErE aRe SeVeRaL) iS cOnNeCtEd To Me AnD dEpEnDeNt oN mE.

wow that is a quick recovery, well done!

how did the trip go?

What work do you need to do?

love

Nina11

I'm ReBuIlDiNg ThInGs ThAt CoLlApSeD wHeN i DiEd. AnD i WiSh I cOuLd HaVe TaKeN mY tImE bEcAuSe ThE wOuNdS tHaT kIlLeD mE dIdN't HeAl In ThAt ShOrT aMoUnT oF tImE, sO i'M sTiLl StUcK iN tHe HoSpItAl InSiDe A lOt. I cAnE bAcK lOoKiNg CoMpLeTeLy DiFfErEnT bEcAuSe I cAn LoOk HoWeVeR i WaNt To AfTeR i DiE. mY bOyFrIeNd ToLd Me He WaNtEd Me To Be A hOmEsTuCk StYlE tRoLl, So I dId. FoR sOmE rEaSoN eVeRyOnE wHo'S dIeD hAs CoMe BaCk WiTh FeAtHeRy WiNgS tAtOoEd On ThEiR bAcK. tHeY CaN bEcOmE aCtUaL wInGs...

Don't congradulate him on that. we die in here when our minds and bodies shut down from stress. its a way of shutting down for a while to heal,and he rushed coming back so quickly that he didn't heal. he looks like someone shoved him into a meat grinder... all cut up and wounded and shiz...

Well the trip wasn't bad. It was an 18 hour ride skwished in a van with 7 people, so it was hard to try to sleep. It was crowded there. I didn't know anyone and I was stuck in the hospital inside mostly, so Scruffy and Alexandr were out. Mostly Scruffy when I was supposed to socialize but Alexandr the rest of the time and he just sat there silently...

Welcome back, Jude! ^.^

Do you think you can rest up and have someone else work on this stuff for a bit, or maybe even just take a break (I'm not sure of the nature of whatever it is you're rebuilding, sorry)? It sounds like you really just need to rest and heal up.

I know what it s like hun.
you need the rest but they need you

I let others take over cause there was no choice, I was dead. Three times or so FFS.

Anyways, when i was wounded badly i told the ones with issues in the innerworld I d get there if they d just give me time
in the meantime I tried to see what could be done about the innerworld
and then of course tryin to deal with social contacts and administration.

I don t know if this is how you feel, but I feel overwhelmed. As if I m dealing with ten people s problesm instead of just one person.

ANd I still have to make calls and people insist I do and I try to explain that just eatin is hard enough.

I wish you all the strenght you need to get through this rough patch, the inspiration to rule the inner world and the motivation to keep goin on;

You ve done so well comin back so quick

Love

Nina11

Gerudo7 wrote:Welcome back, Jude! ^.^

Do you think you can rest up and have someone else work on this stuff for a bit, or maybe even just take a break (I'm not sure of the nature of whatever it is you're rebuilding, sorry)? It sounds like you really just need to rest and heal up.

WeLl ThE wHoLe WoRlD wE'rE oN iS dEpEnDeNt On Me. No OnE eLsE cAn ReBuIlD iT bUt Me.
We HaVe MoRe ThAn OnE pLaNeT, bUt EvErYoNe LiVeS oN mInE.

AnD ThAnK YoU NiNa11.

Ah.... Well, in that case, we hope you can recover soon and that you can rebuild everything quickly.

ThAnKs.
I'Ll KeEp EvErYoNe UpDaTeD If YoU GuYs WaNt.

it sounds like you have a lot of responsability there girl


you can use some extra support

take all the time you need and time out when the wounds are too bad

mine are open again, the bandage isn t enough

we don t have a hospital, I was on the desert sand, not good for wounds

on teh swing now, rebuildin. It s a swing where you can lay in.

So worn out.

Sure you know the feelin.

Sendin you the strenght you need.

xxx

Nina11

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