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back to bieng me :) Trigger Warning

Postby FaithinWrongthings » Tue Apr 16, 2013 2:02 am

as today draws to an end im feeling more like myself. im happy and laughing, not to mention thinking about girls again lol:) see thats the last little nudge into bieng myslef again because when im in shutdown mode i start thinking that i need to find a boyfriend so god will love me, the riddicules will end, ill be normal, ect. but whne i am normal, im like, OMG SHE SO CUTE or I NEED A NEW POLO................

lol anyways, added to that,
im not me. im more than me.

hahah ive been craving EVERYTHING latley! which is semi normal because i craave things wen im not at least htinkin gim pregnant,but this is just weird.......
bbq suace, ranch, and hot souce on pizza,

tuna salad,miracle whip, and cheese sauce on a corn tortia, ( i HATE corn tortilas :? )

and pansda express witht takis.

i cant even eat spicy stuff (not that ive listened to reason my mouth still feels the burn :mrgreen: ) because ill get muslce spasms in my TMI WARNING bowel END!

AND THEN BALLING ABOUT BOSTON!!!
why the hell do people do that what the ###$ is wrong with you YOU MURDERED ANN 8 YEAR OLD BOY WHAT THE ###$ IS WRONG WITH YOU!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
seperate legs and pools of blood :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

and they say some one for sure bombed it :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

my god!

~jackilyn
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Re: back to bieng me :) TW

Postby tomboy24 » Tue Apr 16, 2013 7:04 am

i'm glad you're feeling more like yourself :oops: :)

(i don't mean to offend and i know there was "TW" in the title but sometimes that's hard to catch... can you please maybe put an actual "trigger warning" in the post? i just wasn't expecting to jump from food to the boston stuff... sorry... :oops: :oops: :oops: )


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Postby lifelongthing » Tue Apr 16, 2013 9:41 am

I'm glad you're feeling more like yourself at least :)
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