Angry rant *trigger*

Found this in the middle of a draft of an e-mail. Fortunately it wasn't sent, but obviously the feelings need release.

I hate them. They want too much control. They can't have any. They're lucky they're far away. They don't know what real pain is. Probably just got little hurts. I hate this. I could say hate 600 times for one. That's a lot of hate, but not enough for them. Fill them with it like black stew. They can keep it and boil with it. 600 hates for one. 900 for one. 690,000 hates. Still not enough. Hang them with hate from the trees and burn down the trees and them in smoke. Hang them. Burn them. Hate them. Hate. Hate. Hate.Hate.Hate.Hate.Hate.Hate.Hate. Give them the hate and fill them with smoke I hate them. Hate. Hate. Hate.Hate.Hate.Hate.Hate.

Just wanted to say I have read this and I think there's a part of me holding hate too.
I've seen 'hate', in big red characters appear in my diary. Saw a part writing it (through?).
Well, yeah, luckily it didn't get sent! I certainly wouldn't know an explanation not involving DID.

there's parts that have had similar thoughts

hold similar feelings

like hate

can relate and understand

sorry it tough to discover but it helps to learn more about all parts too

glad it wasn't sent


- cassie (age ?)