new here. trigger

I is new here. I is LJ. Tyler she gets drunk all the time. Tyler is drunk right now. Tyler said she ain't got to deal with NOTHIN. Jen does not know if she is DID because sometimes Jen knows when we is here. bit Jen can not stop us when we is here. Someone hirt us real badand we all has safe places but Tyler she won't get no safe place. Tyler sais nothing happened. Tyler burnt OJ (that is olderJennyI am little Jenny) once when Tyler was drunk because OJ and me tell the TRUTH!!!!! Sometimes Tyler comes pout and puts Jen away like last night. Jen needs help. T doesn't know if we is DID. T sais it takes time to tell. But I know that Tyler needs to quit getting me drunk! Because I want to heal! And sodoes OJ and so does Jen. But we can not get betters when Tyler gets us drunk all the time. Tyler is 15. I is 3. OJ is 8. I have a baby with me in my safe place bot I do not know nothin about her. There is a girl that Tyler keeps under the Sink because it is safe from HIM there and she is real little littler than me. Sometimes I cries reapl hard because I is scared all the time. OJ is writing this for me because I do not know how to write yet. But I is going to learn!! I needs help! Tyler needs help! How can we make Tyler deal with HIM so we can all get better? Tyler knows he hirt us but Tyler sais nothing happened. Tyler sais we are delusional and memories are delusions. Jen (AJ for adult Jen) can not control Tyler. Please. I is crying. Please help me.

You are safe here, and there are lord of us who will care about you and support you. It's safe here to share whatever you want. Sometimes just writing about something will make it better. Even though Tyler is being difficult right now. Tyler can get better here too and then it can be easier for you all. We will give you safe hugs if you want them. From Shamer.

I agree with Alysone.

This is a great place to be for support. I'm glad you're here and I really hope you feel better really soon