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Re: The "Dark Thread" *Possible Trigger Warning*

Postby AliasForAFew » Fri Jan 18, 2013 4:09 pm

Hell yeah, we love Voltaire. I'm a fan of straight razor cabaret. And pretty much everything off the Devil's Bris album.
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Re: The "Dark Thread" *Possible Trigger Warning*

Postby tomboy24 » Fri Jan 18, 2013 6:32 pm

bourbon wrote:Processing memories about my mothers profession as a witch this week and her desire to drink our blood. Free wrote this last night but had nowhere to put it. Perhaps I can put it here.

"Here, mother, have my blood. Let me trickle it over your face as you are sleeping. Use your knife, make a wound, and it will come. I sacrifice myself to you. Isn't that what you've wanted all along? I know you wanted to "use me" as your practice but lets just jump straight to the end scenario shall we? My blood drains, you drink, I die, you live."

You most certainly can post it, and anything else you're comfortable with, here. I am glad to hear you're processing these memories, though I'm sorry that you have them and hope you are doing well.

~Marie


i like the poem...it flows well...and paints a picture in the mind when it is read...well done. :twisted:


spanky_spee wrote: but my nickname is hades I feel the need to express myself

Welcome, Hades. Feel free to express yourself all you want here. :)

~Marie


*hiiisssssss* hi. :twisted:


AliasForAFew wrote:
Oh, P.S. before I forget; Is it possible for a uh... guess we're calling each other "head friends" or something equally stupid... is it possible/weird for one of "us" to have an extreme aversion to a certain color? Some little girl that hasn't been listed yet apparently gets hurt by the color red. Touched something red the first time she was out recently and recoiled in pain and apparently Gabrielle/Janus' hand hurt too after the girl went back in. I wasn't there, but I got told the story. Is this particularly strange?

It is completely possible, though it would not be the color that is actually the cause of pain. It would be whatever memory/ies or associations are attached to that color. Sometimes we attach so much to something, an object, a color, a place, that our "protection system" can create physical symptoms and reactions in order to attempt to keep us safe and away from the things that were attached/associated with that object, color, or place. (I hope that makes sense). It is actually quite common for people to have some sort of physical reaction or symptom to an object, color, or place that they've attached/associated bad memories/things with.

~Marie



Owleyes wrote:This is me. I am all the worst that your imagination can contain. I am what lurks in the darkness. I am darkness's Queen and when I reach Hell I will make the very Devils scream.

What I am capable of and what I could do if I was able to is much worse than my imagination could ever be, if that gives you an idea of me. :twisted: :twisted:


galaxies wrote:a song to my archangel i wrote this morning.
ell

It is a beautiful song, Ell. Thank you for sharing it.

~Marie


the lyrics were enjoyable to read. :twisted:
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Re: The "Dark Thread" *Possible Trigger Warning*

Postby galaxies » Fri Jan 18, 2013 6:43 pm

AliasForAFew wrote:Hell yeah, we love Voltaire. I'm a fan of straight razor cabaret. And pretty much everything off the Devil's Bris album.

you have good taste...
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Re: The "Dark Thread" *Possible Trigger Warning*

Postby tomboy24 » Fri Jan 18, 2013 7:14 pm

i delight in this song immensely every single time i hear it... it is my favorite melody, and my favorite music video... :twisted:

it is called "the first of the year [equinox]" by skrillex.... :twisted:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2cXDgFwE13g

when i watch it, it is as if i am looking upon myself in a mirror...not for the whole video, but the girl in the video is extremely similar to me...it is nice, in a way. :twisted:



(*Trigger Warning for Possibly Triggering Images within the music video- mainly suggestions and implications, nothing really shown and no real details. Summary- a man follows a little girl into a secluded place, but the little girl is not all that she seems to be, and the man gets what he deserves. A nice "revenge/justice" video, you could say*).
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Re: The "Dark Thread" *Possible Trigger Warning*

Postby AliasForAFew » Fri Jan 18, 2013 7:42 pm

you have good taste...

Yeah, you too Ell-kind.


It is completely possible, though it would not be the color that is actually the cause of pain. It would be whatever memory/ies or associations are attached to that color. Sometimes we attach so much to something, an object, a color, a place, that our "protection system" can create physical symptoms and reactions in order to attempt to keep us safe and away from the things that were attached/associated with that object, color, or place. (I hope that makes sense). It is actually quite common for people to have some sort of physical reaction or symptom to an object, color, or place that they've attached/associated bad memories/things with.

~Marie

Oh. Yeah, okay that makes sense. Red especially makes sense I guess. Thanks. I'll have someone who knows what they're doing read that when they're around.
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Re: The "Dark Thread" *Possible Trigger Warning*

Postby galaxies » Fri Jan 18, 2013 10:20 pm

tomboy24 wrote:i delight in this song immensely every single time i hear it... it is my favorite melody, and my favorite music video... :twisted:

it is called "the first of the year [equinox]" by skrillex.... :twisted:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2cXDgFwE13g


i love dubstep... it is music with a bite...
these are my two favorites of the genre...
nero- doomsday
marty party - v8

monster indeed... i laugh... you may like them Cassidy...
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Re: The "Dark Thread" *Possible Trigger Warning*

Postby Jenn'sCastle » Fri Jan 18, 2013 10:44 pm

"They" forget that I am powerful and have no regard for human life. My wings have grown and I am ready to fly, but they continue to hold me down. I am the best and worst of life and the more they hold me down, the harder I come back. I am, will, and always will be. They cant get rid of me, I was the first and will be the last. The owls follow me at night, I am always protected. No harm can ever come to me, I am the most evil of us all. I am of the night, and will always be....

The taste of blood would quench my thirst. There is no saving me.

-Lilith


-- Fri Jan 18, 2013 4:54 pm --

[color=#0040FF][color=#00BF00]cut the rabbit into pieces,
I will drink of its blood.
I pray my heart never ceases.
I will drown in this flood.
My soul is forever lost
I cannot release this pain.
I can't repay the cost,
It is forever my blame.

- Lilith
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Re: The "Dark Thread" *Possible Trigger Warning*

Postby AliasForAFew » Sat Jan 19, 2013 2:46 am

Ah, Lilith, you have inspired me to speak of that which is on my mind.
I too am one to revel in war and blood shed, though I may not seem like the type. I fill many roles here and not yet have I had the chance to completely destroy someone.

As of late however....I question the fulfilment the scent of blood and charred flesh gives me... this is slightly troubling...

My heart sings with joy at the opportunity to be the caretaker of such a fine lot as this. They fill the void left by my many, many years of life. I feel... whole. Taking care of these children has made me more complete and I shall forever be glad that I chose this body and mind as one of my current vessels.
Now, to hold onto this time before it leaves in a blink as everything seems to do these days.
Days are seconds, months a minute, years are hardly an hour... I was not meant to live this long. Alas, this immortality shall be my eternal punishment for youthful stupidity.
Or was I simply meant to live so long for this opportunity?
I will have to think on this.

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Re: The "Dark Thread" *Possible Trigger Warning*

Postby uraeus » Sat Jan 19, 2013 3:06 am

Frank_Darko wrote:*May trigger*
I go through quite extreme waves of feeling a lot of love towards humanity, wanting to help people, connect people, embrace the diversity and differences of everyone.Then I suddenly change and all I feel is deep, dark loathing for humanity, feeling like everyone is disgusting and wrong and that people only bring about lies and pain and it angers me how there is so much ignorance and wrong doing everywhere.


Trigger Warning
I can relate to this so much :/
Claire and a few others that I haven't met yet are very spiritual, happy, and healthy.
And then there's Jeremiah, plotting ways to kill people.
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Re: The "Dark Thread" *Possible Trigger Warning*

Postby galaxies » Sat Jan 19, 2013 3:28 pm

ah... i forgot to put this song... the best i have known...
magnetic man - bug
the lyrics...

Hunt in the garden of false opportunity
I am the bug in this global community
Ravage your conscience with total impunity
I am the bug in this global community
Seek and provoke degradation and lunacy
I am the bug in this global community
Go tell your new God to beware of my heresy
I am the bug in this global community

When all of our minds collide
You will confide
Everyone stays inside

Penniless golden rush
Government hush
Billions of souls in the crush

Open the heavenly gates
Nobody waits
Nobody contemplates

We are a cog in the wheel
Cut us a deal
What were we supposed to feel?

Automate all of the fears
Scan our tears
We are my eyes and ears

See how the lovers click
Totem to pick
Monitor sexual rhetoric

Up in the swelling storm
You can be born
After we fill out the form

Remotely feed my desire
Intimate liar

Take evolution higher

Take evolution higher

Hunt in the garden of false opportunity
I am the bug in this global community
Ravage your conscience with total impunity
I am the bug in this global community
Seek and provoke degradation and lunacy
I am the bug in this global community
Go tell your new God to beware of my heresy
I am the bug in this global community

Sympathy caught en masse
Footage of blast
Triggers petition and cash

Every iota retained
Hacked up and chained
Personal details ingrained

Making immortal the ages
Who sort through the pages
Searching for vaudevilles and wages

Blindly embrace the tsunami
New York to Malawi
Identity Kamikaze

Take evolution higher

Hunt in the garden of false opportunity
I am the bug in this global community
Ravage your conscience with total impunity
I am the bug in this global community
Seek and provoke degradation and lunacy
I am the bug in this global community
Go tell your new God to beware of my heresy
I am the bug in this global community
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