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A peace offering

Postby galaxies » Tue Jan 15, 2013 2:35 pm

mild trigger warning?

To the fiancé of this flesh, I wrote this. Perhaps he might understand the better through song. He is soon a constant. So I sheath the knife and take a step into the light.

A stroke of brilliance, or of luck
we aim to look each other up
truest kismet.

‘Cause I present who I'd describe
as charming in her ads online
(an adventurous cook and quite witty).

The field’s laid with flora and breeze,
a kiss underneath the willow tree,
a halcyon summer night,
a chalice of vintage wine, a revelation
soaking up conversation
One touch to pave its way…

Love, take care to notice where you step
this is no pastoral scene safe for doves
You’d best mind the hidden stair
to the denouements lair –
A union over the tombs
of my desire

Take no mind my lover’s bones
the decimated dreams, the haunted home
The dead end of wanton devotion,
Promises’ broken beams;
This shroud to cover my sin
Mummified objective and hard-bitten skin
I will change, for I’ve atoned
my failures engraved within this stone
of the tombs
of my desire

Stay for a picnic, stay for a dance
Stay for a lyric, stay for romance
Stay for nostalgia, stay for devotion
Stay for peace, or stay for commotion
Just come –
And … come. With me.

Enchanted by our wishful thinking
The visions of our beloved scenes
Our mutual compassion
I speak no joke, this heart is true
No hidden lie in my love for you
It’s just, there is this chain reaction.
So remember …

my lover’s bones
the decimated dreams, the haunted home
The dead end of wanton devotion,
Promises’ broken beams;
This shroud to cover my sin
Mummified objective and hard-bitten skin
I will change, for I’ve atoned
my failures engraved within this stone
of the tombs
of my desire

Who next will we bury
in these tombs
of my desire?

~

Ell
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Re: A peace offering

Postby lifelongthing » Tue Jan 15, 2013 2:39 pm

This is beautiful Ell. I'm happy to see this and you are nice to share this here as well.

I'm thinking of you (all) :)
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Re: A peace offering

Postby galaxies » Tue Jan 15, 2013 2:49 pm

Thank you. Tonight I will play this piano and sing to him my song. I can only offer myself.

We have thought of you and yours.
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:: jade | león | howlingboy | rinZU | kitty
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Re: A peace offering

Postby lifelongthing » Tue Jan 15, 2013 2:52 pm

That might be all but it is also everything.

What more to give than oneself, within us resides eternity, and to be given the eternal is more than one can ever ask. (Leo & Eliesa)

Thank you :)
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Re: A peace offering

Postby lifelongthing » Wed Jan 16, 2013 11:05 am

I have been thinking of you :) I hope the fiancée took it well and that he enjoyed it :)
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Re: A peace offering

Postby galaxies » Wed Jan 16, 2013 4:43 pm

Ah, he took my hands from the keys and smothered my final notes in kisses.
Ell
:: lola | gemini twins | cleo
:: jade | león | howlingboy | rinZU | kitty
:: linn | demi | sindri
:: jazz | jo | allyson | frogprincess
:: ell
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ellery. rochelle. elsa. aello. asellah.
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Re: A peace offering

Postby lifelongthing » Wed Jan 16, 2013 4:44 pm

That's wonderful :) I'm happy for you :)
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Re: A peace offering

Postby galaxies » Wed Jan 16, 2013 4:49 pm

Strange to feel this beat of a different song on my lips, in the end. I am smiling.
:: lola | gemini twins | cleo
:: jade | león | howlingboy | rinZU | kitty
:: linn | demi | sindri
:: jazz | jo | allyson | frogprincess
:: ell
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ellery. rochelle. elsa. aello. asellah.
hazel. cinderell. xul. elliria. rat. aracelli. moon. damned. suku. bones. carousel.
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Re: A peace offering

Postby lifelongthing » Wed Jan 16, 2013 4:51 pm

That's great Ell, we are so happy for you and this is a good step to take, even if a strange one :)
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