Pissed off at the mom.

Major giant neon warnings of trigger stuff.

The ultimate b*tch (aka the bio mom) is pissing me off and pushing my buttons. Linn went to see her today and there was a big shocker when we got to her place. The mom took a bunch of furniture from the dads house after he died. We already knew that but we havent been there at her place in years. One of the kinderkin freaked over it because this one chair was there, and this particular kid used to get sodomized on it, and molested, and raped, and the stupid chair was now in the moms living room. And I mentioned it because f*ck that, get rid of the d*mn thing; so i basically explained the situation, and she just said "Oh I thought I saw him molest you there a few times" really?? Did you?? And you didn't do anything?? Just looked over at your kid on his lap in one of those little dresses he liked and thought it was odd how his hand is between her legs, but whatever, so you did nothing but shrug and read a f*cking book??? Or the time you actually walked in on ell being sodomized there and just shut the f*cking door??? Denial and blame comes in now coz then this bitch says "you didn't seem upset at the time" and then called Ell/us a slut, as though a little traumatized kid from Ell was a slut when the body was 5???? I'm so annoyed like she doesn't even pretend she didn't know about it! We have literal scars from all of what he and his dad and other guys they knew did. F*ck her. Anyway she says after ignoring me and giving me the cold shoulder for the rest of lunch that I should take this other chair back for my apartment and it's in storage but she's going to drop it off later. So she comes over and guess what?? It's the ornately carved chair from the fathers house that's been reupholstered with the f*cking fabric of the sodomy chair's matching footstool. I said no thanks and shut the door in her stupid face. And then had flashbacks that made me puke. I told her we wont come back to her house unil that chair is gone. But she is stubborn and i doubt it will ever go. Magdella wants the chair of course and is pouting in her loud violent way. Lola wants to burn it and Linn is disgusted but defensive for the mom. I want to slap the mom in the face cause i never liked the woman but now I super hate her. Sorry bout this I just am so so so mad right now, I hate this damn woman.

I'm sorry she is that way I don't even know what to say.. We've talked about this before and I just.. there are no words to say just how wrong she is. She is so unhealthy to be around and I really really hope you can find a solution for how to deal with her.

We're online if you wanna talk more privately.

Thinking of you all.

Poison is less toxic than this twisted old harpy. I hate her hate her hate her!!! Di;&:8;$/9;7;$:@;$;$jdkhdjsisgfj!!!! Too mad to think!! Thank you for replying I wasn't sure if I was overreacting but seriously she is awful

You are not in the very least overreacting. I'm online if you feel like talking.

Sending good thoughts your way!

I want this throne of my once beloved. It was there I was at many turns the consort and queen and sacrifice. I ruled the flesh of kings on this. I would have it in this apartment. It is mine, more than it is this mothers.
Magdella a'Lilit

the machete should be ours too...
she has done nothing to deserve them...
there is a curse on my lips...
there is rage to pay the mother bitch...
to rob from us what is earned...
the rage paces like panthers soon to strike with the claws and the teeth...
rat

I lost my soul there
Many years ago
So I want it
At least there would be that
~ damned

*Trigger Warning!*

1, 2, snakey's comin for you. 3, 4, better shut the door. 5, 6, gonna bite your wrist. 7, 8, better stay up late. 9, 10, never wake again.

*End Trigger Warning*

Just to make it clear- the song is aimed at the mother, not any of you, Galaxies. And I hope you don't take offense at it. Apparently Cassidy's fairly angry at the fact that she hurt you (mainly Rat, so I'm sensing), and this song is how she's expressing her anger. (And by "snakey", she meant herself. She often pretends she's a red spitting cobra now, ever since she got a stuffed animal snake for Christmas she's been identifying with and pretending to be a snake often). ~The Hawk

I'm sorry you are in such pain, Ell.
I would like to say though, that there is another option to the mother or you having it.. It can be destroyed or something like that. Just a thought and I do not mean any offense at all by it.

Do reach out to me if you wish to talk.

Oh Ell and others - I apologize greatly. Our heart goes out to you that is truly awful!!!! Grrr, people like that make me sick. TRIGGEr


Sometimes the facilitator is worse than the actual abuser because they know what's up and what happened yet they don't do anything about it. You guys should take a break from your mom :/

I wish we could help you guys, but if you need to talk, we are here

i enjoy this song...
it does not offend...
i would like her the better as dead...
thank you cassidy...
i like this snake side...
i have one on the outside...
it is fond of the bite...
very much like me...
rat

I would speak with you soon, Lifelongthing.
Magdella

Thanks sacred. She's a $#%^. She's worse than they were at least emotionally.

Anytime Magdella. I don't know how you feel about me but I do care about you and I am here