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by spanky_spee » Thu Dec 20, 2012 3:27 am
I'm a f**king queen.A f**king godess. I hate him I hate what he is doing to her. Listen and I will stop the F**king c**t from ever manipulating reminding awakening the dormant monsters.He is your trigger he represents what you hide! he is your killer opposite! you love him! he has a cold repose. He lies he fakes he hides he has no heart. you are a good girl your heart is pure a very rare sight! don't waste it on a lost boy who has died. sacrificed his soul for cold manipulation to get what he wants! hurt and kill good people just let him go. He will suffer for his crimes. if you let me i will do some damage if you ask I will murder him if I have to get him away from you.
LET HIM BURN!!!!
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by sacred_unspoken » Thu Dec 20, 2012 5:45 am
Hey, is he abusing her? I am so sorry, she does deserve better
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by spanky_spee » Thu Dec 20, 2012 5:56 am
sorry if there are triggers!!!!!!
not physically
host personality mentally
are littles and a protector sexually
Damaging bringing it all back. damaging us all over again.
Hate this I have tried for years to get him out of the picture.
she doesn't realise the games the manipulation.Alters protecting her.
why we are all coming to the surface.
why it's all coming back.
she can't see what I see.
Him
It's all fine and dandy
it's a lie
they are all lieing
have been for years
I'm stepping for us all
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by tomboy24 » Thu Dec 20, 2012 7:20 am
He sounds similar to our "Hannibal".
Keep in mind that even if this alter is abusive or an abuser introject, they're still a part of you, and you are both parts of the same person. Remember that this part is doing the best they can to survive the best they know how, just as the rest of you have done/are doing. If all they know is how to abuse, then that's all they're going to do.
Do you know why this part does this? Are they an abuser introject, or are they simply an abusive alter? Are they angry at someone, do they just want to hurt everyone, are they trying to keep something like information hidden, are they trying to sabotage progress (well, they might not see it as progress), etc.- what are the reasons for why this alter is hurting others? How does this alter feel? Why does this alter behave the way they do? The more you can understand about him, the more easy it will be to try to work with him and know how to approach him and such. Could he perhaps direct his behaviour into safer outlets, such as punching pillows or a punching bag, smashing play-doh, writing down or drawing out what he'd like to do instead of actually doing it, "strangling" a pillow (surprisingly helpful), or other similar things?
Best of luck to you in dealing with this. Remember, this part is a part of you and this system. He has a purpose, just as all of you do. He has/had a role, just as all of you do/did. And he was hurt just as you were. He just copes with/expresses his hurt in much different ways. (Nothing can excuse his behaviour by any means, but explanations for behaviours can helps us to understand why he does what he does).
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by spanky_spee » Thu Dec 20, 2012 7:42 am
He attacks from the darkness and disapears
no way to get in there territory
Claureshia hasn't dared to go there
he comes and attacks many of us
Hades
Hides what he knows since he escaped the darkness.
The girl who lives in what they believe is reality made him angry very angry.
he chased her followed angered him
now liela is protecting her little ones
but there are coming
the guardians can't stop this
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by sacred_unspoken » Thu Dec 20, 2012 8:20 am
spanky_spee wrote:sorry if there are triggers!!!!!!
not physically
host personality mentally
are littles and a protector sexually
Damaging bringing it all back. damaging us all over again.
Hate this I have tried for years to get him out of the picture.
she doesn't realise the games the manipulation.Alters protecting her.
why we are all coming to the surface.
why it's all coming back.
she can't see what I see.
Him
It's all fine and dandy
it's a lie
they are all lieing
have been for years
I'm stepping for us all
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Oh my :/ I didn't realize he was an alter, sorry. Trigger... Maybe he's not from your system but somebody who abused you guys astr.l projecting into you?
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by spanky_spee » Sun Dec 23, 2012 2:08 am
yeah a lot of alters are being triggered this alter is a reflection of whats happening on the outside so in turn he is attacking us on the inside its stressful - Chaz
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