Our system. (Trigger Warning??)

by **crazy3** » Thu Nov 29, 2012 6:02 pm

Hi, This is Amanda and it is my first time writing on here... This site seems to have been pretty helpful so far to Aayla and she has been asking me lately to reveal more to her about who is inside, so i figured laying it out for her here might be a good way to go about it... I am the only one she has met, or directly spoken with, though recently her boyfriend met Wanda for the first time (that he knew it was Wanda and not Aayla)

(Aayla I am avoiding direct conversation about this right now because you have questions I don't want to answer for you yet, trust me okay?)

I guess I will just kind of map this out the best I can...

Aayla is 25 years old, and the host... Aayla is the person who was born and given the name Aayla, lives the majority of day to day life, and has a wide range of emotions, tendancies, etc. can be very optimistic, but suffers from depression and has a mild to moderate form of obsessive compulsive disorder. A bit awkward socially, but really caring and lovable to people she is close to. Goes back and forth between being a worrier (over analyzing, thinking, being concerned about things) and feeling a calm "don't worry, be happy" type of emotion.

Amanda (Myself) I am 15 years old, I don't come out often unless we are alone or with someone extremely well trusted, even then, not often, (though I pretty much always am paying attention)I have been known to pretend to be Aayla, on occasion. I tend to be pretty rational about things and I am very honest, I don't trust people easily though... it takes very little to weaken or destroy my trust and I am very protective of our emotions. I often feel like hiding but when I'm needed I always help keep everyone safe and organized.

Wanda is 22, and can be very sexual at times, not to any insane degree, but noticably enough to matter. She has a unique sense of humor that is easy to get along with, and loves to enjoy life... She also can get very nervous about some things, but she is mainly a fun type of person. Like me, she is also very protective, she will do what she feels is in Aaylas best interest, but she will do it in a way that also suits her own interests. Again like me, she has pretended to be Aayla on occasion.

Ella is 18 and for Aaylas sake I don't allow her to come out... she isn't bad... but i would describe her as being in a constant bad mood... sometimes angry, but mostly just negitive... Aayla could not deal well with the consiquenses of Ella being around the people in her life so for now I have kept her/convinced her to stay inside.

Vivian is 8 and a twin, she is very shy and quiet, likes to keep to herself and is always calm... she loves to draw and color and tends to hum often... (singing would be too outgoing and make her nervous, but she does love music) doesn't like when there are too many people around, or strangers, but is over all a very happy child.

Cola is 8 and a twin to Vivian, but she is more excitable, she loves chocolate, and fireworks, and anything fun to look at or expirience, she is very interested in the things around her and gets captivated by things very easily. She thinks science is cool.

So there is a super short description of our system, for you Aayla... and anyone on here who might have been interested to get to know us a bit

when amanda first put this up i asked her not to say that i am interested in some dark things.... that i like blood and stuff like that.... but i have been on the dark theatre thread and i really like it threre so i guess its okay now to let people know that.

i was scared people wouldnt like me or wouldnt like that i am that way but now i think maybe it is ok

amanda talked me into adding this on here myself instead when i told her she could come change it to describe me better..... i think that was a good idea since i been going to the other thread and writing on it.... she says maybe some day i will even talk.... but i like to wisper.... i dont think i wanna talk.... i think a wisper is how my voice is supposed to be..... and i dont wanna change that......

by **crazy3** » Tue Jun 18, 2013 7:28 pm

I didn't write about two alters in our system before because though I was able to sense their presence they were too deep inside for anyone else to and even I was unable to tell very much about who they were. now I feel I have enough information to at least mention them and later on describe more about them as I learn it.

There is Andy who I believe is about 11 or 12, but I don't really know anything else about him yet.

Then there is Mac who doesn't seem to have a specific age... I think he generally falls somewhere between 25 and 60 (I know that is a very wide range but maybe I can narrow it down more later)

by **crazy3** » Mon Aug 05, 2013 9:40 pm

An update on Mac and his age.

I've been paying attention and what I gather is that he is never younger than the body (Aayla's age) but he can be older... so far it seems up to about 60 but usually somewhere in the 40's or 50's

I still don't know much... but I'm working on it.

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