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Dreams about suicide?

Postby assfart » Tue Nov 22, 2005 11:43 pm

"Are you ready to jump" I called out to the girl next to me on the airplane. "Yes, lets do it" she called back to me. We both stared down out of the bottom of the cargo plane to the rooftops 10,000 feet below. It was a very nice day out and the sun reflected very brightly off the buildings in Mexico city. The girl jumped right out of the plane and I watched her soar through the sky. I had to give it some thought, but eventually I decided to jump out as well. I jumped out the hatch in the cargo plane. As I was falling through the sky to my death, I was filled with emotion. Part of my was very nervous about this because I wondered how it might feel when I hit the ground, and part of me was worried about what death was like itself. At the same time part of me was excited about the aspect of saying goodbye to all my depression and anxiety. I was falling to the ground... closer.... closer... WHAM! I hit the ground but I was still alive, and I wondered how I could have survived that fall...

And then I woke up

(yes i know i suck at writing but i wanted to add at least some color to my dream)

that was a dream i had a few nights ago that i can remember very vividly. i remember that it had come after a night when i had felt extremely depressed and had contemplated a lot about suicide. i have also had 3 or 4 dreams where i have smoked crack, or taken some LSD and had a trippy time. do you ever have any dreams about suicide. if so please share them if you would like to. i need to tell my psychiatrist about this dream. i bet this is pretty common.
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Postby moramind » Fri Nov 25, 2005 7:09 am

well the answer might be kinda simple, you said that you had been thinking about suicide before you feel asleep? right? well, usually you dream about whatever you thought about right before sleep, and the drugs part, yea, thats drug induced, keep experimenting and you might experiance psychosis, which i think if it's somthing you want to work towards, you're and idiot.
somtimes, it's like i want to touch these lights, and give into them become them, just a flash for a moment~in this world
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Postby empty80 » Thu Dec 08, 2005 6:24 pm

I 1nce had a dream that I had "robbed" a bank. And I left the money in the building (who needs mmoney when theyre dead right?) I aimed a unloaded shotgun at the cops and the shot me dead - "this is suicide by cop" threaten the poilce real good and make them believe of your intention and theyll shoot to kill - especially where Im from
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Postby moramind » Thu Dec 08, 2005 7:51 pm

wow..thats a way to go
somtimes, it's like i want to touch these lights, and give into them become them, just a flash for a moment~in this world
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