Why am I lamented for being depressed?

Do people not understand that emotional pain can be just as bad as physical pain?

I don't have the proper money needed to get the years worth of specialized therapy to even have a fighting chance and people think that just popping prescribed pills are going to help.

I have terrible reactions to the meds but my moods are stabilized. I feel that it just makes it easier for everyone else.

I've lost 6 friends this past week. I'm so lonely. I'm so drugged out on all the pills they've put me on and nobody really seems to care. Because they never really did.

Or, if they care, perhaps it's simply they have no way of relating to this about you? Things like this make a lot of folks uncomfortable- it may be not because they don't care, they're just clueless/unable to know what to do or say?