i have had no concept of reality for the past few months, i do things by instinct and i know i am doing them, but im not telling myself to, i feel like i am still a functioning member of society because i can accomplish things, im jsut no exactly sure how im doing them because im not tellign myself to, such as with this typing, i am doing it, to try to better myself, but its like somone else is doing it for me, it has been like this for months, it started one night, when i was lying in bed, and i was deep in thought about time, and what it really is, i was lost inside my head for quite some time, jsut thinking, sence then, i have been constantly thinking about reality, and what it is, nothing feels real, i was not worried befor, because i was still functioning, i wasnt sure how, but i was, but as of a few days ago, along with this whole mental state, now i cannot feel anything, i cannot distinguis between diffent textures, everything feels the same, everything just feels tingly, i sence it most in my legs, when i touch my legs together i dont feel them hitting eachother, but i know they are, i just feel the feeling you get when your legs are asleep, it happens with everything, and it aplifies the feeling more so of doing things, without knowing i am because i use to just hold onto the fact i could feel what i was doing so i knew it was me doing it, but now i dont have that,
I posted this on another forum, and they said it might be depersonalization, so i figure this is were i would ask next.