I am on anti pychotics, i am a lot better but i must have De

I am pretty well now after years and years of depression and panic attacks that lead to hearing voices and delusions of thoughts.
but I cant cope with social things. i say sorry to people all the time for things i say as it didnt feel like i said it. I text people things and wonder why i text them that and beat my self up as i keep saying I GOT TO BE ME but i dont know who i am sometimes .. and when i am not me i dont feel like i know my friends any more and i worry they might turn on me. my doctor just says carry on with the medication but they dont understand it ruins my life. at the moment i am scared to go back to my house as last time i was there i just didnt regonise any one there, i knew there faces but they didnt seem like them. so i am staying with my family at the moment. they have lots of pets and i feel safe with them but i feel like i have difrent people in side of me and i get confused so much. and somtimes i feel like i am no one and i have no idea what to say to any one and even if some one says "how are you?" i take ages to reply cos i have no idea what to say.

I dont take illegal drugs but i drink a a little now and then. I am 25. I get tired all the time but i cant sleep.

what is going on?! hope someone can shed some light on it.

Hello and welcome to the forum. I hope you find this a supportive and helpful place.

I'm sorry to hear that you are struggling the way you are at the moment.

Did you come to the dissociation section of the forum because you suspect you have dissociation and not psychosis? I suffer from dissociation and I could relate to what you said about not recognizing people's faces.

Also, you mentioned that you hear voices. In psychosis I think people hear voices coming from the outside as if people are talking to them, whereas in some cases of dissociation and DID people hear the voices inside their heads and know that there aren't people outside talking to them. Which do you think you relate to most?