I like feeling depersonalization, why?

I don't have this disorder but I had this feeling day ago and it felt great, it's like being on drugs without taking anything, maybe it wasnt depersonalization? because I like it and people said that depersonalization is not cool
also I felt more easy to concentrate
I tell you, it all started when i was watching a kid program and I stared at the TV some time (I usually don't like kid programs at all) I was very relaxed in a holiday but when I have to go to the insitute again I felt anxious and I felt a big hate about the institute and though about burning it or destroying it
Also I get bored in class and I stared the wall for some time and while I was staring at the wall I saw like the entire class was moving like on lsd and I though what if this is not real? this is so boring fo being real, its a dream
and after this I stop caring about the future because I know it was a dream and all the people aren't real and I am really sleeping or in another place, when i'm looking at something i trying to focus on it to check that it's real but I feel that my mind is asleep or it's somewhere else, uncontrollable, like daydreaming
and i couldn't stop thinking about my past memories, like if I was a child again, I wasn't me
Also I've read a story of a boy talking about her dead mother or about suicide I don't remember and I though that I was dead and I was in hell or trapped in a videogame

That's all, it was something weird and a bit disturbing but it felt good, do you think that this is depersonalization or something else? It really felt like I was smoking weed and were in a movie

Sounds like depersonalization. It's actually pretty normal, everyone gets it at points in their lives, it's when it becomes constant or near constant that it becomes a problem. It's not always exactly uncomfortable for me, it's like my brain being wrapped in a warm blanket at times, but I can't get out. I can't live, I feel like the walking dead. Intensity varies day to day, but I always feel like this.

It can also be a reaction to anxiety or stress. I wouldn't worry too much unless it happens alot.

Best of luck to you!

Why? Because it's fun as $#%^, that's why. Until, of course, the sickening terror and paranoia kick in...