I Don't Know Whats Wrong With Me....

I am at a point in my life where I feel like I am breaking down. I know there is something wrong with me I just don't know what it is. I have lied for a long time but as of late I have gotten so down so low that when I lie I begin to believe them myself. I am so angry and depressed and hateful and I don't even no where to begin to look to find out what is my problem. Does anyone have any advice?

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Kevin