I'm new here, and for my first impression being that i'm telling you i'm a compulisive liar i'm more neverous than i would be. It hurts to admit i'm a compulsive liar. I swear i don't mean too. I can't talk to anyone about it, cause i don't when them thinking i'm an awful person. But i've put myself in this situation i chose to tell those lies. But i just can't stop. It's been going on for years now. It's come to light now in my head that i'm a lying little <Insert bad word here> I swear i don't mean to, they just come out. It makes me feel bad, everytime it makes me feel friggin bad but yet i go and lie again! I'm a self harmer, i'm also petrified of this world. I see this world as an evil place where i don't really belong. I self harm cause of many things, one of them being that i lie so often it just adds to my hatred towards myself. Buty it seems no matter what i can't stop lying. I'm merely and existance with no substance in this world. I'm just a walking idea of nothingness.
HELP! I'm feeling so helpless right now.