Please help

I am a compulsive liar. I get so lost in my lies. I've lost everyone. Ive lost my dignity, family and friends. The realisation that there are so many people in this world that hate me is hitting so hard. No one likes me. I've never felt so lonely. I've done this to myself. My stomach is in knots and I throw up if I try to drink even water. Pleas tell me I'm not alone, please tell me someone has recovered from this

Hi, people recover from this! The first step is admitting you have a problem, you just did that. You might be unable to fix some of the rships, but, if you try to get better, people will recognize that, and you will be able to sustain honest ones in the future. It sounds like you are hit by a ton of guilt atm, which is totally understandable, maybe seek pro help to help you sort through your feelings and issues?