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Different "feel" to the world

Postby Helle » Wed Aug 08, 2012 10:22 am

I'm just wondering if anyone else experiences this..

Sometimes the world "feels" different, it feels as though I see everything around me differently. My house feels different, it feels strange, like I'm not a part of it. Not a part of the world in a way, it looks completely different to me. It's a feeling I get. I'm not sure if it's to do with dissociation or just attachment issues to my surroundings, I feel unsettled.

Does anyone else feel like this at times?
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Re: Different "feel" to the world

Postby Alexander the Great » Wed Aug 08, 2012 12:49 pm

I recognise the feeling. You recognise your surroundings, but they're like objects. They're just there, and you don't really belong. It's like someone copied your familiar surroundings, but they only copied the outside. You don't have that "feel".
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Re: Different "feel" to the world

Postby Cheze2 » Wed Aug 08, 2012 11:06 pm

When I read your post, I immediately thought, "dissociation" so I'm glad you brought it up. I feel this way too sometimes. I'll wake up and everything will just seem "different" like I've never experienced anything before.
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Re: Different "feel" to the world

Postby thebetterhalf » Thu Aug 09, 2012 1:33 am

If i couldnt see my body i'd swear im looking thru someone elses eyes. it like im watching all the world but it doesnt see me at times. kinda like just a observer of whats going on.
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Re: Different "feel" to the world

Postby Svion » Thu Aug 09, 2012 5:10 am

Yes. Countless times have I woken up in a world I've been longing for so intensely that I've walked outside my flat and then realize its nothing of it there making me completely sad all day until I forget why I'm sad which makes me even more sad. Or angry.

Also, I remember from childhood there was often words that just felt completely unfamiliar that I couldnt figure out what they meant until watching them for about 15 times.
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Re: Different "feel" to the world

Postby MissAli » Thu Aug 09, 2012 2:41 pm

You know what, I thought maybe I was the only person who felt this way. It hasn't happened in a long time, but it seems that when I get less sleep, I get the tendency to feel that way. I learned a long time ago that I am not a person who can go without adequate sleep, but I know this feeling all too well.


It's pretty disconcerting, isn't it?


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Re: Different "feel" to the world

Postby Rawrytheracingcar » Thu Aug 09, 2012 3:31 pm

I have that sometimes. Usually it's when I'm with somebody, like a family member, and then I feel like I've been beamed down from a spaceship into this strange world.
I suddenly "don't recognize" someone or some place that I've known for ages and it feels like "who the hell are you and why am I talking to you?".
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Re: Different "feel" to the world

Postby hexamel » Thu Aug 09, 2012 7:58 pm

I've felt like this more often than I'd like to recently. For me, it's not so much a feeling of unfamiliarity as it is a feeling of displacement, discomfort and just plain ... wrongness.

Everything feels wrong. I feel wrong, the bed feels wrong, the house feels wrong, the backyard feels wrong, my cats feel wrong, my clothes feel wrong. Just wrong. Lol.
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Re: Different "feel" to the world

Postby letha » Thu Aug 09, 2012 9:21 pm

It's connected to dissociation. It's called derealization. Everything feels strange, or wrong, or unfamiliar. Sometimes things feel unreal, or like they have no meaning.

There's also depersonalization... which is when you feel detached from yourself, like you're just observing, or watching a movie of someone else's life.

I have these feelings so much that it's normal to me. :/
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Re: Different "feel" to the world

Postby Chainedlynx » Fri Aug 10, 2012 7:23 am

I get that too. It's like I'm looking through a veil; everything is a little foggy. Things seem plastic and sometimes it's scary because I lose myself in it and it feels like perhaps there aren't any consequence to my actions. Luckily I experience this rarely, maybe once a month. It usually comes on during or after a crisis or perceived crisis. Panic/anxiety/mood swing/whatever. I cannot wait to see a psychiatrist to see if I can get some kind of medication to prevent it but the place I go to has so many people and only two psychiatrists so the wait is like two months.
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