by lyrazen » Sun Jun 24, 2012 5:15 am
You are right, there absolutely is a correlation! Although, I have no links to share with you. =/
Although, I have read some literature over the last year since I've been diagnosed, and I know a lot of what I've read says that women with BPD tend to have abnormal hormone levels... or thyroid problems... or pituitary gland problems (my older sister has a tumor on her pituitary gland and her body has tricked itself into thinking it was pregnant whilst she is a lesbian... that was lactating. My mom and my oldest sister have hypothyroidism, and all of our hormone levels are ridiculous.) A lot of these little buggers have a lot to do with our menstrual cycle in the first place, so them being out of whack doesn't help any.
I started charting my periods when I was diagnosed, and when I'm in a rage and coming out of it, it almost never fails... I'll look and realize I'm in my PMS week. Or, I'm ridiculously attracted to my spouse and want to rip his clothes off and eventually do... I'll look and I'll be ovulating. And a lot of times, I get a burst of energy two days after my period is good and over, and I'll have that one really level, "normal" week... to be followed by the PMS week of hell.
Yup, our lives are really governed by our menstrual cycle. I aim to break free !
and there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
and love with not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
get over your hill and see what you find there,
with grace in your heart and flowers in your hair...