SO $&/)ing Furious!!! Input needed NOW!

I posted about a week ago how my mom stepped on my dog while stumbling drunkly through the hallway. I took everyone's advice and didn't bother addressing it as its useless and she'll lie and deny. Two days after that I came home and caugh her stuffing a shot glass in the couch trying to hide it from me. Again, it made me angry but I tried to get on with my life and leave it be. Everytime she drinks she drinks from the same 3 shot glasses that have flamingos on them and no else ever uses them.. Not even once because they're hers that were given to her by the guy she's prob cheating with. Tonight I come home and go to get a glass of water before bed and see in the draining board, her shot glass hidden underneath a large cooking pot. It wasn't even covered well. Really??? How ######6 stupid. Yea, I'll never see that you moron!!!! I sat down for 20 mins trying to cool down. I have no desire to talk to her about it because it only makes me more angry and depressed. So I figure I'll star messing with her head. I took her shot glass and I hid it underneath a pile of $#%^ in my room. It'll probably drive he nuts wondering where it is. She'll won't remember crap because I'm sure she was completely trashed. I doubt she'll ask me because then it would be like she's admitting to drinking. I have to say, hiding it makes me feel a little better. Am I being immature? It sounds that way to me sort of but I have been dealing with her #######4 for years. All the letters she wrote me apologizing and swearing she'd never do it again. All ######6 #######4. I want some damn revenge!! If she wakes me up and starts her drunken talk tonight in gonna go postal. I plan to continue this and just make random $#%^ of hers disappear each time I know she's been drinking. Imagine if I hid the coffee machine... BAHAHAAA!!! Do you guys think this is an effect method of dealing with it? It honestly calmed me down a lot.

I couldn't read all of that but i understand having a hard time letting things go when angry.

Sorry to hear about your situation. I've been there too, way back when I was younger and living at home.

If you are hiding her stuff in order to force her into revealing she's drinking, then there's honor in your actions (and some fun!!). But if you're just doing it to get even, it may feel good for a short while but nothing constructive will come from it IMO.

Wish I was more help dear. It stinks being played.

Hi Lily...

Man, I was hoping to hear that things had calmed down, but apparently, this is not to be.

Is there ANY way that you can get out of there for a bit, even if for a short vacation? I mean, I hate to sound like I'm suggesting running away, because that is not my intention, but I do think that you are in the midst of a well-deserved BREAK.

Honestly, I know you're upset - but I had to chuckle at your hiding those shot glasses. I do not think it was as immature as what you think it may appear, it actually may spark a conversation about her drinking when she flies into a rage about not being able to find them. Or, at the very least, may provide her a clue that others are aware and watching.

I'm so sorry that you're suffering through this. Life is hard enough, without someone else's staggering problem shoved in your face on the daily.

I am always here for you, honey. I'm praying things improve for you...

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