Just venting... (possible trigger)

Ever have those bad days? I had a few of those last weekend, and they lingered. There was a lot of cutting (a few which will scar), and I even had to take Monday off sick. I couldn't sleep and I couldn't function. I even had the very bad thought once or twice. It probably wasn't the wisest idea for me to be left alone for that day, but I didn't want to see anyone else. It's just been a very down week for me.

I know saying all this doesn't do much. I guess I thought that I had to say it, and at least you folks know what I'm going through, so I won't sound entirely crazy and depressed, just depressed.

Thanks for letting me vent. I'm sorry I put this all on you, but I thank you for letting me do it anyway. I'm sorry.

im the same today hug

It might not seem like it does much, but at least getting it out somewhere is better than bottling it all up inside.

And you're in the company of people who understand that feeling. Vent as much as you need to.

Hugs
Lily

*hug*

I'm sorry you are depressed and can't shake it. I've been feeling the same way. Hopefully venting helps you feel a little better so that you don't start cutting some more (or worse). If it makes you feel better, I'll let you borrow some of my new My Little Ponies to play with.

No words, just hugs, and an echo of what everyone else has already said.

*hugs*

Thanks for the hugs, everyone. You have no idea how much I need that.


...well, maybe you people do.

I keep thinking that one day, I'll wake up and realize that this was all just a dream. That I'm someone completely different, living an entirely different life. I'm tired of this; I don't want it anymore. To quote my favourite line from the movie The Matrix, "I know what you're thinking, 'cause I'm thinking the same thing. Actually, I've been thinking it ever since I got here. Why, oh why, didn't I take the blue pill?"

Where's our blue pill?

this goes for me too.xx

flowingtears wrote:No words, just hugs, and an echo of what everyone else has already said.

*hugs*

Thanks, Unity. Usually I burn out for a few days and that's it; this one seems to have dragged on a little longer than I'm comfortable with.