very angry...

I dont know how Im supposed to be working on my BPD with this crap going on.

I had this friend who I knew for a couple of years. She suffers from a slew of disorders and wont get treated. When she was manic shed push me to be manic too. Shes very dangerous..she kicked in some strangers headlights.

I decided it was in my best interest to not have anything to do with her.

Well since then shes spied on me at school, she hacks in to my FB account so much, I got another one with another name.

She befriended all my friends and work on them until they have nothing to do with me. A year ago, my sister put her kids in some dangerous situations so I had to call CPS and this girl goes right and tells my sister and now theyre all buddy buddy and slew hate about me on FB.

I feel bad enough because noone will have anything to do with me..And Im sure you understand the abandonment issues. I know it takes patience to build up a life again but how can I be patient when shes taking what little I have left?

Hi there,

I understand why you're angry and I think you did the right thing by distancing yourself from this woman. She certainly doesn't sound like a friend. I'm sorry this situation is making it difficult for you to focus on your BPD.
Are you currently seeing a therapist? Someone you trust who could advise?
Please take care of yourself and make sure to surround yourself with positive, caring people. Sometimes that means losing a few along the way, but it's worth it.

Many well wishes and *hugs*

Evol

Yah I pretty much have no use for the people who used to be in my life. The lonliness kills me sometimes but I know its a necessary lonely

Yeah, i'm ready to leave everyone from this life behind.

Ironically the only person i would care to stay in touch with........is someone i know doesn't care about me. LOL
My HPD friend (I also have HPD) ..........i would want to talk to her. Though, she couldn't be trusted.


I guess...what i am saying, is F'em. Fu((k em........it is hard, but fuc))) it.

If you are lucky enough to be granted special "i don't give a sh))))t" powers.....then maybe you should use them if needed.


You may end up alone and killing yourself......you may not.

Just, don't make the same mistake next time.............don't bother with people, who don't give you what you want. If what you want, is worth having.