I don't understand...

Thanks Mae and Muranyi for sending love Chaude's way. Chaudement is a wonderful presence on this forum, and always there for us when we need encouragement and support.

Of course you're not a monster, you silly billy! ((((((Hugs))))))

That whole thing was ridiculous. I've said some things here and in my real life that If it was taken out of context would make me sound like someone I'm not. It's incredibly easy to misunderstand emotional, sensitive people. I'm sure you know what I mean babe. High Five to not giving a s**t what people think sometimes!

(((HUGS)))


Thank you so much everyone for your support This whole thread brings tears to my eyes... You're all so lovely. How on earth someone could put up a site such as BPDfamily.com baffles me...

I am here for all of you, no matter what... You all deserve the best in life and from the bottom of my heart I hope you all get it...

I wanted to belatedly chime in and say that you rock, Chaudement!

Hucal wrote:They took your quote out of context and had nooooo idea that you hardly know your uncle

Chaude, you told me you were close to your uncle and he was very dear to you, and you hadn't been able to speak with me suddenly out of the blue as you were mourning over him.

Who are you lying to? Me, or everyone? Do you just give whatever version of the truth to people which is most convieniant for you depending on the person/people? Do you harm people, do horrible things, naturally feel bad about it, but llicit soothing and pity with posts like these to make yourself feel better although you should feel bad? Why not face yourself and your actions rather than manipulate others into feeding you and saying there-there.

I would love to see this thread in question. You said to me your uncle was close and that you were mourning.

You make me ashamed to have BPD. I'm ashamed to be in the same catagory with you. All of it was about you, wasn't it? All about feeding you.

I'm sorry, I couldn't just stand back and watch this anymore.

Apocallcaps wrote:
Chaude, you told me you were close to your uncle and he was very dear to you, and you hadn't been able to speak with me suddenly out of the blue as you were mourning over him.

Who are you lying to? Me, or everyone? Do you just give whatever version of the truth to people which is most convieniant for you depending on the person/people? Do you harm people, do horrible things, naturally feel bad about it, but llicit soothing and pity with posts like these to make yourself feel better although you should feel bad? Why not face yourself and your actions rather than manipulate others into feeding you and saying there-there.

I would love to see this thread in question. You said to me your uncle was close and that you were mourning.

You make me ashamed to have BPD. I'm ashamed to be in the same catagory with you. All of it was about you, wasn't it? All about feeding you.

I'm sorry, I couldn't just stand back and watch this anymore.

What the hell is your problem, Apoc?

You're angry at me for some pathetic reason I don't even know, and now you're trying to turn everyone against me...

I think you're the manipulative one here. This is a pretty manipulative thing to do.

I can't stand your little mind-f*ck games anymore. Stop PMing me abusive emails and don't reply on my threads trying to get others to dislike me.

What is going on is between you and me, not you, me and the forum, so stop trying to involve everyone and lets keep it between us.

This is my safety net, the one place I feel comfortable being myself (whoever that may be) and I don't need you ruining the only good thing I have at the moment. I love this place, I need this place, and I don't need you making it a horrible place for me.

Want to know something? I'll be happy to explain it to you. PM me the question. This time without all of the abuse and insults please.

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