Why, why, why does it always rain on me?

I f*ck everything up. I've f*cked it. I can't get anything in order, I can't get life in order. All of these things keep happening, and it's too much. I'm ruining it all. I don't have an escape, and all I want to do is escape.

I'm watching When Harry Met Sally

"When you realise you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start now."

Now I'm ranting about unimportant things. I just feel alone and anxious.

I JUST F*CK EVERYTHING UP. What is wrong with me?

You're not alone. And you're very smart, you'll find a way to make things better.

Hi Chaudement, I get a litle bit like that too, just a more depressed hopeless sort of version, lol but i get it too. I hope you find a way to make things better.

Thank you Aj and Katana, hopefully things get better... I would be feeling a lot worse if I wasn't feeling numb for some reason...

I had a rought day too, Chaudement. I'm sorry you're feeling bad and hope it gets better soon. Hugs.

Chaude- I reached out to you via PM. What is going on honey? I would love to help and support you in any way possible...

<3

AMP

Well on the brightside, the title of your post "Why, Why, Why Does It Always Rain on Me?" has the makings to be great country song if you work on it some..

Seriously, though you're not alone, and I hope things start looking up!

What's wrong, Chaude? Did something happen? I know you've been pretty down on yourself lately, and It makes me sad. Not because it triggers me, but because I want you to be happy again!

((big squeezy hugs))

Thanks guys... That means a lot ((hugs to you all)).

Cboxpalace, it would be a good song if I were able to write country songs thankyou, hopefully thinhs do pick up

Tea, Im sorry you had a bad day... I hope today is better for you! <3

JB, thank you ((squeezy hugs you back)) I hope things pick up soon, I feel so negative, I wish I could be positive for you guys

Ali, I will reply and tell you thank you for your support...