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Why? oh why!

Postby MartianRobotGirl » Tue Sep 20, 2011 7:13 pm

Does everything suck so bad?
It seems like every little thing goes wrong. Always.
I want a best friend. Why can't I have a best friend?
I always care more about people than they do about me. but my loyalty always backfires somehow.
Blahhhh
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Re: Why? oh why!

Postby Casper » Tue Sep 20, 2011 7:31 pm

Sounds like something happened. Wanna talk about it?
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Re: Why? oh why!

Postby MartianRobotGirl » Tue Sep 20, 2011 9:53 pm

My life is a huge mess.
I'm lonely and deeply unhappy.
I don't thim my medication is helping.
Every little thing annoys me. and I'm sooo tired. but I'm a parent and parents don'tget sleep. :/
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Re: Why? oh why!

Postby ireneadler999 » Tue Sep 20, 2011 10:46 pm

sleep deprivation. it's awful. it can really make things look awful for a while too. i'm sorry. i hope you get some good sleep soon. things usually don't seem so terrible when that happens :). (you can punch me now if you want :D)
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Re: Why? oh why!

Postby cboxpalace » Wed Sep 21, 2011 2:43 am

Does everything suck so bad?
It seems like every little thing goes wrong. Always.
I want a best friend. Why can't I have a best friend?
I always care more about people than they do about me. but my loyalty always backfires somehow.
Blahhhh



This looks like something I could've wrote, almost word for word!!!

I totally understand!!!
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Re: Why? oh why!

Postby Twistedmister » Wed Sep 21, 2011 7:12 am

Sorry you are having a rough go of it.

Relationships are difficult.
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Re: Why? oh why!

Postby moomin » Wed Sep 21, 2011 8:29 am

MartianRobotGirl wrote:My life is a huge mess.
I'm lonely and deeply unhappy.
I don't thim my medication is helping.
Every little thing annoys me. and I'm sooo tired. but I'm a parent and parents don'tget sleep. :/


(((Big hugs))) Is there anyone who can have your kid/s for a while so you can get some sleep?
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Re: Why? oh why!

Postby MartianRobotGirl » Wed Sep 21, 2011 5:52 pm

cboxpalace wrote:
Does everything suck so bad?
It seems like every little thing goes wrong. Always.
I want a best friend. Why can't I have a best friend?
I always care more about people than they do about me. but my loyalty always backfires somehow.
Blahhhh



This looks like something I could've wrote, almost word for word!!!

I totally understand!!!


Thank you. It really helps to know I'm not alone. Because sometimes I feel like such a ######6 freak. :/

-- Wed Sep 21, 2011 10:54 am --

Twistedmister wrote:Sorry you are having a rough go of it.

Relationships are difficult.


Hey you
I was wondering about you I hadn't seen you around in a while.

-- Wed Sep 21, 2011 10:56 am --

moomin wrote:
MartianRobotGirl wrote:My life is a huge mess.
I'm lonely and deeply unhappy.
I don't thim my medication is helping.
Every little thing annoys me. and I'm sooo tired. but I'm a parent and parents don'tget sleep. :/


(((Big hugs))) Is there anyone who can have your kid/s for a while so you can get some sleep?


I feel a lot better today. Thank you.
My mom can take her for a few hours so that's extremely helpful.
I just need to get rid of some of the stress factors I'm dealing with I think. Meh.
How are you and yours?
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Re: Why? oh why!

Postby Twistedmister » Thu Sep 22, 2011 7:08 am

You haven't seen me around?

So you must be actively looking to miss me or something? I'm always posting...........i post on 3 forums! BPD/HPD cause i am........and NPD cause it's fun and well, i could possibly maybe be sort of kinda.....
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Re: Why? oh why!

Postby moomin » Thu Sep 22, 2011 10:16 am

MartianRobotGirl wrote:
I feel a lot better today. Thank you.
My mom can take her for a few hours so that's extremely helpful.
I just need to get rid of some of the stress factors I'm dealing with I think. Meh.
How are you and yours?



Hey that's good. Just deal with the stresses one at a time :wink: I'm great, I think my mood is affected by the weather too, so when the weather's great I feel fantastic. Everyone here's good too, thanks for asking.

My son went for his music therapy for the first time yesterday, and thoroughly enjoyed it. Oh and I got chatted up at the cafe yesterday by a nice looking bloke, so I've had a huge ego boost yay lol :lol:
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