Ignore this post.

I feel ignored on this forum now. It feels weird coming on here, like stepping into someone elses house that you barely know.

I'm restless and irritated, I can't sleep and I'm bored. Being on here was a release, now it feels strange.

Is it my imagination, or have things changed on here ?

post not ignored lol..

i find that this thing changes from week to week.. different people frequent from week to week .. maybe just the usual ppl that talk to u arent around atm.. e.g. ali been a bit quiet .. some other ppl (u know who) started hijacking etc

Well, I'm not quite certain what to say here -- except that I'm not ignoring you, my love.

Brooke, I know... "others" hijiacking have ruined it in a way. Not so much a support forum, more of a "lets compete with each other" forum. Argh. Oh well, atleast you're still here, and some others

I hope Ali is ok, I'm worried about her...

Apoc, my love, your words are all I need ((hugs))

I think you are just being sensitive.

6 months ago.....there was no Ali, no Chaud and no BLS..........just like in life, people come and go....and despite how much we want it to be....and how much we fear it both is and isn't.......it isn't, about us.


I don't see why anyone would ignore you. I wouldn't.

Not ignoring you. If I don't reply to a post it's usually because i don't have the right words to use. Words fail me quite frequently.

Thinking of you.
Lily

I <3 you C

How do you see things as having changed? Have key "old" people left? Have us newbies been causing problems since we showed up? I've only been her since summer, so I can't say that I know what the dynamic was like before, but I promise you, hon, I'm not ignoring you.

Sometimes, I'm in an angry mood and don't want to risk triggering others with my comments, so I keep my posts to a minimum. If I'm feeling hostile and a poster is feeling down, the last thing they need to hear when they want some comfort is for me to say "suck it up! Start acting your age!" So, when I'm in those moods, I just keep quiet. When I'm sad, I often won't even read the board, because at that point, even watching the weather report on the news can trigger me.

Other times, it's a guy thing. I'm a typical male in that I want to be a problem solver. Given that most of you seem to know ten times more about this than I do, a lot of times, there just isn't anything useful for me to say. It also goes when others have given better advice than I ever could, which happens frequently. So I keep quiet.

Yes, there are times when I don't answer (anyone). Again though, I promise, I'm not ignoring you.

I hope none of this applies to me, but Chaudement, just so you know, you were the reason I started posting on here, cause I felt like I could relate to a lot of the things you had written. I thought "hmm I wonder if she'd think it was weird if I 'friended' her"....

Hi!!!!!!! I'm here!!!!! And I was so, so, so surprised to see my name on a randomly UN-IGNORED thread by my friend, Chaude :0)

And BSL, thank you for noticing... I've been a bit down, with losing the job and all, and I was in Maryland this weekend at my bf's mom's, so I wasn't able to hop on here and see what everyone is up to.

I try not to post TOO much when I'm down, because I don't like to put too much negativity out there, even though I do reach out a hand when I really need it, and I'm feeling alone... I save a lot of my whining for my dogs :0).

I WILL NEVER IGNORE YOU!!! NO MATTER WHAT YOU POST!!!!

I am here for you, anytime, and am more than happy to give a *hug* to all of you, because I've missed you guys!

Now, I have 2 doctor's appointments tomorrow, and 1 on Friday, because I've got to get all my medical stuff in before I lose my insurance at the end of this month (still unemployed, :0( ), but I will be on here daily as much as possible.

I need this forum, and I think we all need each other.

BTW, I've been reading this bpdfamily page, and I want to BEAT these people.... oh sh*t. I just hi-jacked your thread. Guilty. Guilty! GUILTY!!!

I miss you and MWAH <3 - You can't hide from me, and I refuse to ignore you!

AMP