SOOOOO mad.... SOOO FREAKING MAD.

From another thread I just posted this to... and I'm SO mad that I started my own. I need some guidance right now.

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...I'm about to walk down this street in VA Beach beating cars in with the channel changer in my hand. That will be my weapon of choice. I'm also considering dumping all of the pasta that I made last night over the 9th floor railing, while laughing maniacally. I am SO F*****in' MAD right now I could well, beat cars with a TV remote and dump pasta off a balcony.

Why, you ask? Why do I have this incredible sense of rage and anger right now? I have already slammed my fists defiantly into the sofa until it hurt. I also think the sofa is begging for mercy, and at this point, I'm not sorry about it.

Well, my bf had a business meeting 2.5 hours away, went for drinks with boss and his sales buddies, and proceeded to get so sh**-faced that his friend just called me FROM HIS PHONE and said that he pissed his pants in the lobby, and was lying face-down on his floor in his hotel room spitting.

F&&&****&UOP(IYUAQWEHREHR'in GREAT. While I sit here in his apartment, in a city I'm COMPLETELY unfamiliar with, and a dog who has to be walked from a 9th floor commercial building. I am SEETHING. And I mean SEETHING. I want to BREAK SH*T. I would feel a LOT better watching something fall to pieces, or shatter, or just hear the sound of my anger coming from SOMEWHERE else other than my screaming brain.

I am PISSED. SO INCREDIBLY PISSED.

That bastard probably had his friend call me so that he could feed me some bullsh*t story and so that they could go out. They're probably at a strip club right now, laughing about the story they concocted.

I AM SOOOOO PISSED. Please, help me understand my anger. Because I am staring at this TV remote, and just having some serious thoughts about doing damage.

AMP

You have every right to feel annoyed and smash things up. Men are total arseholes. What more can i say.

the pasta is currently on the counter, and out of the fridge. I want to destroy his entire apartment. I FEEL TRAPPED HERE.

And to make things worse? It's POURING down the rain, so I can't even go walk around. And taking the dog to pee? What a freakin' nightmare in the rain. She hates the rain and doesn't want to GET HER FEET WET.

Well, I don't want to get my feet wet EITHER. But this pasta is gonna look AWFUL good on the sidewalk.

AMP

Your boyfriend gets drunk -> all men are arseholes.

GOOD LOGIC IN HERE.

Seriously who cares if he got drunk? And I like how you jumped to the conclusion that he's probably at a strip club ROFL. What evidence do you have?

I have NO PROOF. I am jumping to IRRATIONAL conclusions, and I'm doing a really f*****'in good job at it at the present moment.

I did not say that all men were one thing or another.

He just STARTED this job a week and a half ago. It's a ridiculous embarassment to even know that he pissed his pants in the lobby and is halfway puking on someone's floor. Why? Because he was supposed to come home this evening at 8PM. Well, 15 mins before his friend texted me from his phone, he seemed fine and was texting like any other normal adult, not having any spelling mistakes, or drunken texts themselves.

And BTW, I think I forgot to mention - ITS OUR FREAKING ANNIVERSARY.

So, basically, stay off my thread. You're not helping the pasta get back into the fridge.

AMP

I say dump the pasta over your boyfriends head instead and then hit him with the pan.

Whether he is at a strip club or not, you've got a right to be angry. Someone shouldn't leave you to go and get drunk to the point that they are incapacitated, knowing that they are leaving you in a place you are unfamiliar with and without transportation. It is irresponsible and childish on his part.

You also have a right to come here and expect to have a safe place to get out your anger and frustrations at the situation without someone who is obviously a troll making smart-aleck, unhelpful, possibly harmful comments towards you.

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MissAli wrote:From another thread I just posted this to... and I'm SO mad that I started my own. I need some guidance right now.

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...I'm about to walk down this street in VA Beach beating cars in with the channel changer in my hand. That will be my weapon of choice. I'm also considering dumping all of the pasta that I made last night over the 9th floor railing, while laughing maniacally. I am SO F*****in' MAD right now I could well, beat cars with a TV remote and dump pasta off a balcony.

Why, you ask? Why do I have this incredible sense of rage and anger right now? I have already slammed my fists defiantly into the sofa until it hurt. I also think the sofa is begging for mercy, and at this point, I'm not sorry about it.

Well, my bf had a business meeting 2.5 hours away, went for drinks with boss and his sales buddies, and proceeded to get so sh**-faced that his friend just called me FROM HIS PHONE and said that he pissed his pants in the lobby, and was lying face-down on his floor in his hotel room spitting.

F&&&****&UOP(IYUAQWEHREHR'in GREAT. While I sit here in his apartment, in a city I'm COMPLETELY unfamiliar with, and a dog who has to be walked from a 9th floor commercial building. I am SEETHING. And I mean SEETHING. I want to BREAK SH*T. I would feel a LOT better watching something fall to pieces, or shatter, or just hear the sound of my anger coming from SOMEWHERE else other than my screaming brain.

I am PISSED. SO INCREDIBLY PISSED.

That bastard probably had his friend call me so that he could feed me some bullsh*t story and so that they could go out. They're probably at a strip club right now, laughing about the story they concocted.

I AM SOOOOO PISSED. Please, help me understand my anger. Because I am staring at this TV remote, and just having some serious thoughts about doing damage.

AMP

Lots of hugs to MissAli.Yes your BF did a mistake but you need to digest this emotional setback and have a discussion with him when he comes back.

Throwing pasta and damaging apartment wont help. It will make situation worst from bad.

I know you are sad because of his behaviour but we human beings have emotional regulator. You need to regulate your emotions.

Discuss the issue with him giving him an opportunity to amend his behaviour.

I'd still say hit him with the pan. If he truly loves you he will accept that and be fearful of doing anything like that again and if he doesn't love you enough he'll leave but then at least you'll know where you stand.