so fed up... (may trigger)

summer sun says get out more, i need you
i want you but i can't get this feeling off my mind
i want you, i need you

i can't get away

At least you are part of a unique sub-culture? No one else will get you like we get you. You are special and misunderstood. You are part of the Suicide Club.

But in all seriousness, you know like being alive. You have a lust for life. That's something. Im pretty indifferent. You can handle it. You've done it before and you will have to do it again.

Does suck, though, I know. I wish I could say something, but there is no silver lining. Things don't happen for a reason. Bad things just fall out of the sky randomly on certain people, whether or not they are a good or bad person. There is no reason or purpose for sad $#%^. No purpose for good things either, but at least when you feel good, you feel good.

You are understood.

Z1t23ch3 wrote:You are understood.

That's the most you can ask for sometimes.