Im really sad for her

So Ive been going to mindsight program for a few weeks now and ive learnt alot, like I wasnt born with bpd, it happened because I was abused and neglected, this got me thinking, This all could have been different, I could have been a happy little child with parents that loved me and protected me, instead my life is this, anger outbursts, crazy mood, emptiness, not understanding people, Im really sad for that little girl that could have been

i always think about me as a little girl and just want to give her a hug and tell her its ok..

I feel that x