patience

have to have it...........................

SOMEHOW

Me too.

I want everything NOW. I don't know how to stand in a grocery store line without getting pissed off at the wait. I am 32 and still have no children, partially because I KNOW I don't have the necessary patience to raise a child. I interrupt people when they speak because I can't wait for them to finish.

Not sure WHY I am so impatient. Not sure if it matters why. But boy, would I like to fix the problem. Like, as of yesterday. (see, no patience )

I can't wait to not be impatient, either!

I haven't found mine yet. Every time I think "Ok, I can wait.. it's not a big deal." BOOM! The explosion happens and I can't wait any longer! Right now I want to call my friend but I know he's having a bad day at work and I should wait at least another hour but it's killing me. I'm shaking..GRR!!

I can't stand in lines at stores either. I have bad social anxiety and I also have thoughts like "OMG you stupid cashier.. hurry the ###$ up and stop talking I don't have all ######6 day to #######4 around like you do." (I apologize if anyone was offended by that. It's never my intention. ) Sometimes I've even said it out loud.. oops. My fiance gets pretty angry when that happens so I've learned to keep it inside.

I yell when I drive because I hate waiting for people to turn and red lights and other morons to park. Life is all about patience and my brain is just not!

Lilycat, you sound exactly like me. Right down to the cursing. I have thought those very things many times waiting in line. I totally yell when I drive- everyone but me is an idiot. But honestly, with all my impatience, do I really have so much going on that I need to be in a hurry? NOPE. I have MORE than enough time on my hands in any given day. Yet my patience thinks otherwise...

I am so impatient I even cut myself off when I want to talk!...

I see my impatience as selfishness.

RAMPANT selfishness.


and it bothers me alot.