Well... Crap

Things that weird in my life.

New boy-interest-thing.
There's no giddy excitement or anything. I'm just like "oh, it's Ben. Neat."
Where is my giddy excitement that I love? It's my favorite part of seeing someone new, and it's just not effing there.
It's really annoying and mildly depressing.

Also... weird things keep going on...
Like last night I spontaneously decided to make Vodkaide and get trashed.
I don't drink. Like ever. It's not my thing.

Also, today my coworker was like "hey, check the obituaries for our sign guy. He never called me back."
Sure enough I founds him... It's spooky as hell.
Plus everyone was like "you weren't supposed to find him!" So I'm like, "then why did you ask?!"

It's just effing weird and I'm angry today for some reason.

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Yeah, I'm not having problems that severe.
I used to, and that was fine. It's normal for me.
I'm just... bored. In dunno.
I'm not scared.
I'm not excited.
It's just like "oh, it's you."
Maybe I don't like him.

I dunno.