Friends... His & Mine

That's why he's with me. Lol.
He told me yesterday that his life would be a mess without me and to please not leave.
I didn't attempt to leave, but he was a lil high.

I MADE A FRIEND!!!
She's like what I would have been if I'd staid in the south.
So it's my more southern doppelganger!
She's cool.

: D !! Go Smile!

So...
Last night I went over to my gay friend's place and he eventually convinced me to go out to the club with him.
I had previous attempted to call another gay friend of mine (important story point) and he told me he was in Wyoming and would be back on Saturday. I invited him to my party that I'm throwin Saturday.

So we go.
I was hesitant, but I always have fun with Davy (gay guy 1) at the club, so I just went with it.
We're not there... 10 minutes... and Justin (gay guy 2, supposedly in Oklahoma) floats past us in the crowd.
To which I call him an asshat and move on with my life.

He told me some bogus story about having to lie because of his mom or something.
Whatever. He's bringing $50 for booze to my party...
He can lie to me all he wants if he can pay for it.

Point is, this is why I've lost so much faith in most of my friends.

Still, I had a blast at the club.
I'm excited to do it again at some point.
Tonight Red's supposed to explain D&D to me so I can play Star Wars D&D with him and his friends...
Tomorrow is my party...
Sunday... is still open to scheduling but I have things that are waiting to be slotted according to what's going on...

I'm trying really hard to be me again...
And I think I'm doing really well.

Glad to hear it.

Sounds like you're occupied at least. I'm jealous. I love feeling busy.

Whoo, go Smile! ^__^ I hope you find success. I remember forcing myself to hang out with my old friends and it worked out great, I weeded out some bad seeds and now my friends and I talk a LOT more often. We hang out when we can and it's always a bit 'ehh' before I go, but when I do I have a GREAT time.