Desire for Revenge and BPD

Is the desire for revenge against someone we feel has rejected us a component of BPD?

I have read it, but am looking for personal opinions and experiences here.

Thanks

Hi-

It is a component of being human.
Consider BPD just a amplifier. One that can be controlled with self-awareness.

peace.
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Ok, I know it's wrong and hell I even know it hurts me more them them, cause I feel like a piece of sh*t after I do it and I can see how it pushes me farther into the "darkness"! But I get consumed by it at times and I get crazy, can feel it all over.

Trying really hard...so help me here. I have been doing really well lately (since I am more aware).

Need a diversion...actually need a life I guess LOL

Thanks!

You could absorb yourself here, like I do...

I never really feel bad about revenge... ever.
I'm very fond of it, actually.

I'll never forget ruining this one girl's life our senior year of high school.
She'd always called me a freak and told people I was a lesbian and all that typical "I'm better than you, so I'm going to make your high school life hell" crap... except she'd been doing it since 6th grade and I'd had enough.
So I simply made sure to position myself next to the two most gossipy girls in the high school and told my friend that this girl had syphillus and I only knew because my bf had slept with her and she'd told him to get tested. I didn't even have a bf at the time, but what happened afterward was priceless...
This girl had slept with most of the guys in the school at least once... but if she hadn't slept with you, the chain of "my bf slept with his exgf who's exbf used to sleep with girl I got revenge on" was so extreme that the entire school, short of the kids that weren't having sex, lined up outside the nurse's office to get info on STD tests...
What was worse, and I didn't actually know this when I started this ball rolling, was the she DID actually have and STD.
So, since I did this like a month before graduation... by graduation the entire school was talking about this girl and her STD and she couldn't get a bf, none of her friends would talk to her because they'd found out she'd slept with their bfs... it was more spectacular than I could have dreamed!!!

In conclusion, I'm a vengeful c*nt and I love me.
^_^
Hahahahaha... that was like 4 years ago and I'm still laughing.
That's what she gets for making 7 years of my life hellish.

Vengeful c*nt is good sometimes!

Love you too

CTandMT wrote:Love you too

As you should... or I might do awful things to you...

Awww...I like awful things! Hurt me...hurt me ..please!

Careful, we'll have to take this to the paraphelia forum.

Yay sado-masochism!

Nothing better (or worse) than f*cking with someones head though

it's the ultimate revenge

It can be fun.
I've sort of grown out it.

My revenge is much more subtle these days.
I've grown up, I guess.