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Re: My Issues With Sex

Postby SmileXx » Mon Mar 01, 2010 4:44 pm

I'm not a "look internally for some answer that you don't REALLY need" kind of girl.
I could sit here and analyze the dynamics of both relationships, which are drastically different, or rehash my prostitution, or the 7 times I got raped running around looking for coke, or everything else... but there's really no point...
It's not a terrible things to be nervous, for whatever reason.
It was just... an interesting thing that happened.
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Re: My Issues With Sex

Postby VTheChaosTheoryV » Mon Mar 01, 2010 5:31 pm

Are you satisfied by what has happened to you? wouldn't you think, if you said no to that, things would be different, and perhaps you would be able to have sex with a bit more meaning to yourself as to why your doing it in the first place?
Trust all the things I tell you are true, dress up in your best so I can be proud of you, and never believe I won't turn on you, and never believe I do this for you. You're leading me on again and I find it, yeah I like it, and I'm reeling in awe for sure, now I know it was given to me.
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Re: My Issues With Sex

Postby SmileXx » Mon Mar 01, 2010 5:53 pm

If I hadn't gon through everything that happened to me, I'd probably be going through it right now.
It's just how life unfolded, and it sucks, but yes, it satisfied me. It satisfied my want of drugs and to feel nothing.
I feel now, because I want to... more like WHEN I want to...
I wouldn't be who I am today without it, so I don't resent it.
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Re: My Issues With Sex

Postby VTheChaosTheoryV » Mon Mar 01, 2010 5:54 pm

Are you even truly satisfied with who you are and what you have become?
Trust all the things I tell you are true, dress up in your best so I can be proud of you, and never believe I won't turn on you, and never believe I do this for you. You're leading me on again and I find it, yeah I like it, and I'm reeling in awe for sure, now I know it was given to me.
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Re: My Issues With Sex

Postby SmileXx » Mon Mar 01, 2010 6:02 pm

I am, actually.
I'm quite fond of myself. Not as much as you probably like YOURSELF, but I'm pleasantly happy with myself.
I'm artistic and funny and a real bitch when I want to be.
None of those fail to amuse me.
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Re: My Issues With Sex

Postby VTheChaosTheoryV » Mon Mar 01, 2010 6:22 pm

Then if it amuses you, wouldn't you want to continue living in that amusement?
Trust all the things I tell you are true, dress up in your best so I can be proud of you, and never believe I won't turn on you, and never believe I do this for you. You're leading me on again and I find it, yeah I like it, and I'm reeling in awe for sure, now I know it was given to me.
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Re: My Issues With Sex

Postby insincerity » Mon Mar 01, 2010 6:22 pm

VTheChaosTheoryV wrote:Then if it amuses you, wouldn't you want to continue living in that amusement?


I think she does...
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Re: My Issues With Sex

Postby VTheChaosTheoryV » Mon Mar 01, 2010 6:30 pm

Of course she does. When everybody thinks your dying they really listen to you, rather than just waiting for their turn to speak.
Trust all the things I tell you are true, dress up in your best so I can be proud of you, and never believe I won't turn on you, and never believe I do this for you. You're leading me on again and I find it, yeah I like it, and I'm reeling in awe for sure, now I know it was given to me.
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Re: My Issues With Sex

Postby SmileXx » Mon Mar 01, 2010 6:44 pm

insincerity wrote:
VTheChaosTheoryV wrote:Then if it amuses you, wouldn't you want to continue living in that amusement?


I think she does...


I really do... Lol.

VTheChaosTheoryV wrote:Of course she does. When everybody thinks your dying they really listen to you, rather than just waiting for their turn to speak.


Uhm... I'm not dying... as far as I know... What?
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Re: My Issues With Sex

Postby VTheChaosTheoryV » Mon Mar 01, 2010 6:46 pm

If you're on drugs and your organs are starting to go, you are slowly dying.
Trust all the things I tell you are true, dress up in your best so I can be proud of you, and never believe I won't turn on you, and never believe I do this for you. You're leading me on again and I find it, yeah I like it, and I'm reeling in awe for sure, now I know it was given to me.
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