I hate you don't leave me

CarmenRose23 wrote:eh one of my X-s a BPer does that... used to make me NUTS... He would ask me how I was I would say, what do you care , he would say, "I do" I would say #######4... and around and around we would go...

Ahh 2 BPers in love.

Recently I just got rid of his info... I am just backing away slowly but I know sooner or later he is going to call...
I think I am going to change my phone number...

Seriously

WOW tanks Smile! you rock.

ooh you found someone you agree with. seriously, you're just one bpd with one opinion so shut the ###$ up because you're annoying as hell by trying to tell other people to shut up. what you dont understand is that you're the one running your mouth more then ever and you have the nerve to tell others to shut up. you don't own this board you dumb ass.

Yeah that's about the way it was. I wish I knew what I'm learning now, it probably would've made the experience easier to take and would've allowed me to be more understanding. What was so hard was not knowing what had happened which really hurt. During that period I couldn't find any clue which made me feel so alone. Afterwards her "pingings" were bittersweet. I enjoyed getting contact from her but even then I knew it was all it was .

A, I don't AGREE with Carmen. I just try to stay objective...

B, I've been trying to be honest with the Nons about why I do things, but I can't speak for the BPD population. It's important to remember that your BPer might think differently.

SmileXx wrote:I don't AGREE with Carmen. I just try to stay objective...

As I said in another thread, Smile , you appear to have a remarkable capacity for adult logic and a talent for articulate writing. I only wonder why you are going into graphic arts instead of technical writing. Moreover, you seem to have a strong chain on your inner child, who you are quick to rein in when you want to do so -- as you've done many times here in the BPD forum. So, yes, I have seen you make repeated efforts -- successful efforts, actually -- to stay objective. Again, thanks for helping Scarlett.

DowntownDC wrote:

SmileXx wrote:I don't AGREE with Carmen. I just try to stay objective...

As I said in another thread, Smile , you appear to have a remarkable capacity for adult logic and a talent for articulate writing. I only wonder why you are going into graphic arts instead of technical writing. Moreover, you seem to have a strong chain on your inner child, who you are quick to rein in when you want to do so -- as you've done many times here in the BPD forum. So, yes, I have seen you make repeated efforts -- successful efforts, actually -- to stay objective. Again, thanks for helping Scarlett.

Thank you. I try REALLY HARD...
I thought of being a writer... I write a lot... but I'm better with art... art is obective... it means what the perceiver sees it to mean... Less offensive than straightforward writing.