i'm new here

Im 38 yeras old female,unhappy marriage ,i meet most criteria of BPD,but never diagnosed,3 years ago diagnosed with depression and anxiety,refused to take any meds.7 years ago my familly doctor put me on prozac for 8 months,no theraphy.Last therapy ended after 2 sesions,i felt like my shrink was making fun of me.Sexual abuse when i was 5yeras old ,last for couple of years by my stepbrother,history of alkohol abuse,many rejection in the childhood,paretns with very high expectations towards me.Being born and raised for almost 30 years in East Europe didnt help either.Please forgive me if i do make mistakes in my gramma or seplling,English is my second language.
Just wanted to say hello to all of u and im very happy to found u-guys here.I have been in chaos for so long and feel like i dont have any more energy to go on.

Hello Ruben68! Good to see you here!

Glad that you can come and chill...

Is there any way to overcome or control BPD once diagnosed,without meds and therapy if the person understand mechanism and has wide knowledge about it.Does anyone have a clue?