Our partner

I can’t believe I acted like that...

Borderline Personality Disorder message board, open discussion, and online support group.

Moderators: Echinacea, lilyfairy

I can’t believe I acted like that...

Postby sickofbeinginvalid » Sat Dec 29, 2018 6:59 pm

I was such an asshole to this guy last night, and i’ve been thinking about my actions ever since. We matched on tinder (dating app), and we were talking dirty to each other. I was horny so I decided to message him and ask him for pics and he said no. I replied saying “why, because your ass is flat?” Which was actually so gross. I can’t believe I said something so absurdly disgusting and what feels to be predatory. I’ve never been like that towards another guy before, but in the moment I felt so angry and rejected because we were dirty talking earlier then all the sudden he said “no” to me as if I was some kind of freak. He ended up telling me not to tell him what to do which made me more mad so I just blocked him. I’ve never even been the hook up type either, so this is all so odd to me. Give me some advice please guys.
sickofbeinginvalid
Consumer 5
Consumer 5
 
Posts: 185
Joined: Sat Apr 15, 2017 5:11 pm
Local time: Sat Mar 23, 2019 7:22 pm
Blog: View Blog (0)


ADVERTISEMENT

Re: I can’t believe I acted like that...

Postby KingPingX » Sat Dec 29, 2018 7:47 pm

Are you diagnosed with BPD? Then its normal for you to overreact impulively. If you are not diagnosed then you should take a deep breath and think before you type a message like that (which was not that bad that you should worry about it that much).
User avatar
KingPingX
Consumer 1
Consumer 1
 
Posts: 28
Joined: Tue Dec 19, 2017 9:32 am
Local time: Sun Mar 24, 2019 1:22 am
Blog: View Blog (0)

Re: I can’t believe I acted like that...

Postby sickofbeinginvalid » Sat Dec 29, 2018 9:37 pm

Yeah I am diagnosed BPD. Honestly I over analyze everything I do and feel like a terrible person because of it.

I don’t feel like I DO bad actions, I feel like I AM bad.
sickofbeinginvalid
Consumer 5
Consumer 5
 
Posts: 185
Joined: Sat Apr 15, 2017 5:11 pm
Local time: Sat Mar 23, 2019 7:22 pm
Blog: View Blog (0)

Re: I can’t believe I acted like that...

Postby KingPingX » Sat Dec 29, 2018 11:21 pm

I don't think you are bad. Thats overthinking.
User avatar
KingPingX
Consumer 1
Consumer 1
 
Posts: 28
Joined: Tue Dec 19, 2017 9:32 am
Local time: Sun Mar 24, 2019 1:22 am
Blog: View Blog (0)

Re: I can’t believe I acted like that...

Postby jaus tail » Tue Jan 01, 2019 4:49 pm

i dont think you over reacted. it's difficult to read emotions in chat, so we cant be sure in what tone he said 'dont tell me what to do'.
exhausted
User avatar
jaus tail
Consumer 6
Consumer 6
 
Posts: 3998
Joined: Mon Apr 01, 2013 5:35 am
Local time: Sun Mar 24, 2019 12:22 am
Blog: View Blog (0)


Return to Borderline Personality Disorder Forum




  • Related articles
    Replies
    Views
    Last post

Who is online

Users browsing this forum: No registered users and 64 guests