How can I stop falling in love?

I mean that in the most literal sense. I keep feeling a strong magnetic energy with someone and it always end up on the dark side of the moon. She told me I was amazing and I made her day but it feels like she doesn't treat me that way. It's almost necessity for her to be apart of my life because she's my raccoon nymph creature that can save my soul. I wanna become asexual, even schizoid.

Hello matey-peeps.

You know that you are always under my protective Amanita cap and can always message.

We all have to practice discretion and gauge a situation. Keep exploring that.

Msg if you need to.