Physical symptoms (getting sick) when too emotional

Probable TMI warning.

I always feel like I'm going to $#%^ myself and vomit whenever I get too emotional. Esp when I'm jealous / feel like I'm being cheated on or abandoned. Sometimes accompanied by a sinking heart feeling. It is literally the worst feeling in the world for me. I'd rather be abused.

It takes next to nothing to trigger these feelings. My partner talking to someone else, seeing her facebook, being suspicious of an interaction, etc.

Being borderline sucks. I'm so fragile it's insane, it really makes me feel like a gross monster. And it's not for a lack of trying to change and get better, I think I'm just broken indefinitely.

Shout out to those who've decided to be alone, I hope to someday be wise enough to follow suit.

Being in a relationship makes me bat- $#%^ crazy.

Yeah, I often feel like I'm going to vomit when I get into one of those states.

Guess this post was a sort of self fulfilling prophecy.

I've been up all night with an abandoned dying kitten. Just started sobbing and threw up.

My girlfriend is sleeping soundly in her bed. I'll never be able to understand nons, honestly. I don't want to. This world is ######6 ugly.

*Hugs* for you.

I've gotten sick, sore muscles, aching bones, headaches, not vomitted yet but have felt nausea...


I know how it feels to lose a poor fur baby. *Hugs* I can't imagine witnessing that. Nons just can't understand how much pain it is to have such powerful emotions. The world does suck... hence, my tattoo: "Trust no one."

*Hugs again*

Thank you so much Sammichy. I really needed to hear that.

Listening to this baby suffering is the worst. I hope it's over soon. *hugs*

BloodSoda wrote:Thank you so much Sammichy. I really needed to hear that.

Listening to this baby suffering is the worst. I hope it's over soon. *hugs*

Message me whenever you'd like.

I'm sure the fur baby will be at peace soon and isn't suffering as much as you think he/she is. At least he/she has you in their presence to be there.

*HUGS*

I never get nauseous or have to puke due to nerves. That's more my wife's thing. When my emotions get riled or twisted, I'm way more prone to rages than vomiting.

Smashing things or ruining the carpet....nice choices.