I feel nothing at all - possible TW*

All of a sudden I can't cry anymore, I can't feel any emotion. My whole mind is just blank. I can think about things but they don't seem to bother me like they have done over the last few days. Someone could punch me and I wouldn't feel a thing. I've started to dissociate for long periods of time which can cause me to hurt myself and do reckless things with no recollection.

Does anyone else have any experiences with this?

I think we can all relate to this, it's a shame you made such an early departure.

i remember a few years ago i was at a party n i didnt feel anything. whenever my colleagues would call me for a group photo i felt out of place. even after completing the project they were all cheering while i had to force a smile on my face.

even now when i am with my colleagues for lunch, i feel indifferent. so i've stopped being with them. i mostly spend my time alone, indifferent to everyone.

worryrock wrote:I've started to dissociate for long periods of time which can cause me to hurt myself and do reckless things with no recollection.

Does anyone else have any experiences with this?

Yes i have before, though when i did this i just hurt myself, locked myself in my PC room for days, wouldn't speak to him at all, when he did catch me going to the bathroom i would just "look through him" without blinking and no emotion,

wow that seems like years ago now (only 1 year)
remembering things like this remind me of the progress ive made. i dont do this anymore atm coz my situation changed ...so only time will tell if i do it in the future (i hope not)

Isolation?

Rigning wrote:Isolation?

Yes, very much so

Rigning wrote:Isolation?

Exactly that.