Song that describes how i feel

Hansley her songs are my only coping skills. Ghost and control seems to be my favorite right now.

Westbam,brian-sick

That is a good song. My heart can't help itself but break...

Halsey... I used to like her, she's bipolar... right? I'm tired of her drama and the fact she kisses her underage fans, don't get me wrong, there's not exactly any law against this.. but it bothers me (and others, even her biggest fans have begged her to stop, but people do stupid things, she will learn)

Check out Lana Del Rey's music if you haven't already, her born to die album screams BPD. such a great artist for anyone going through the burden we call BPD... I love her, she's 'queen'

(Also Marina And The Diamonds... "I'm a ruin" describes my life perfectly)

Didn't know that..ruined for me and that's ok. I would rather know that... Yelawolf best friend. My new jam here since I've found a new beginning.

It's ok to wallow every once in a while, but...

I recommend listening in on Beardyman. Just throwing it out there. This guy creates everything on the spot; the sounds, the beats, the lyrics. He let's the audience pick the genres, and the topic of the lyrics. He creates his albums with a live audience, and the audience basically tells him what his album will be about, and what will be in it, etc.

https://youtu.be/X4JzfsbBmVw
https://youtu.be/15CEvrYmCU0
https://youtu.be/ybQ4TIJ4I9M
https://youtu.be/N02t6UmDps4

I mean, if you want creativity, inspiration, if you want something uplifting, this guy is it. He's brilliant, through and through. He's a beatboxer, plays the piano, keyboard, drums, guitar, he has an amazing voice, the dozens of different sounds and rhythms he hear, the fact that he can just make up lyrics out of the blue, it's all just amazing.

For wallowing, I guess NIN and BLB preoccupies my time, but I don't really care to do it all the time.