should i make the first call?

i want to but i think i have too much ego. or i think what if they are busy and i am just a bore or hindrance?

I think it depends on the circumstances. Maybe if you elaborate a little then I could give you a better answer.

If it is a friend then is it just for a chat or to organise something.

If its an ex then how did you part and what terms are you now on.

If a family member then why the hesitation.

Hi jaus,
Remember the outcome the last time ?
You felt worst after, so please really think about it before you do it please.
I wont say more

we are all here for you, you know that
maybe a rant would work better , just my opinion you know me jaus

well last time i spoke with 3 friends. 2 replied well but the third didnt get back. i dont know. i guess even they're lives arent easy and i'm not an easy person to get along with.

No....honestly, jaus, you are a blessing to many people's lives...