by Excuses » Tue Oct 20, 2015 7:31 pm
I've experienced the EXACT same thing. If I have a beer or two, I feel happy and giddy. If I binge drink (which I usually end up doing), I vomit, cry, and have suicidal thoughts, and two of those times, my thoughts turned into attempts.
I never really found DBT to be helpful. I just don't drink anymore. When I first stopped, I did have cravings and I missed drinking, but over time, those feelings went away. Don't keep any alcohol in the house and surround yourself with people who don't drink. Good luck!
Dx: ADHD-PI, GAD, BPD Traits
Px: Adderall XR, Zoloft, Klonopin PRN