Severe BPD

cursed wrote:apology accepted. thank you.

Thank you

I was only on this board because of a friend of mine (I am still not sure the BPD diagnosis was right in her case, she got it by 'giving all the right answers' when getting tested, so she says, but she does fit it insofar as the emotional and relationship 'dramas' are concerned. She just doesn't do the male/female/sexual relationship thing, she just has huge crushes on actors etc.). I shouldn't really have started butting into other people's threads.

Hello everybody, how have you been?

I can say I'm doing so much better than a year ago and I've been drinking only moderately.
My relationship with my boyfriend is blooming and I have stopped cheating on him.
I'm working now and I've been the last 9 months in the same company and everybody likes me there.
No more cutting and overdosing.

I'll get back here soon, so see you later!

Sarina5 wrote:Hello everybody, how have you been?

I can say I'm doing so much better than a year ago and I've been drinking only moderately.
My relationship with my boyfriend is blooming and I have stopped cheating on him.
I'm working now and I've been the last 9 months in the same company and everybody likes me there.
No more cutting and overdosing.

I'll get back here soon, so see you later!

That is Fantastic News!!!!! Thank you for updating us.
We will be here when you do. Good Job, no cutting and oding!

Peace.
red

Hello there again!
Long time no see....

Things can get so much better, believe me. I'm having my first baby soon (my due date is 07.28.08 ). We're having a little boy.
And we just bought a semi-detached house, which we both love.
I'm doing so well with myself and everything that I don't fit in the borderline description anymore.

Today and finally after a long recovery I can say I love life, people around me and I have a future.

I just want to say that if I can recover you can as well.
You just have to admit to yourself your problems and behavior and to listen what people around you have to say about your "hurting" behavior and then try to change your attitudes etc.
And stop thinking that you're the victim.

Hello there again!
Long time no see....

Things can get so much better, believe me. I'm having my first baby soon (my due date is 07.28.08 ). We're having a little boy.
And we just bought a semi-detached house, which we both love.
I'm doing so well with myself and everything that I don't fit in the borderline description anymore.

Today and finally after a long recovery I can say I love life, people around me and I have a future.

I just want to say that if I can recover you can as well.
You just have to admit to yourself your problems and behavior and to listen what people around you have to say about your "hurting" behavior and then try to change your attitudes etc.
And stop thinking that you're the victim.

Here's a pic of my son: www.aijaa.com/v.php?i=2428770.jpg

He was born in july (7/19/08 ). We gave him a name Jasper and he's the joy of my life.
He's clearly the best thing that has ever happened to me.

I just wanted to say to Sarina that I was enthralled in your story, I read this whole thread lol.

So glad that you are doing better, I hope one day myself to have a family of my own. I do have a very supportive boyfriend which is unusual, I'm used to choosing the ones that treat me bad etc. So maybe i'm on the right track in that case.

Anyhow I won't get into my life story on here, just wanted to let you know that your story made an impact on me