thinking about the happy events

there was one where entire family was traveling by train n a guy travelling with us, gave us two bags of chocolates...

That was nice of him.

Its very touching to see people being kind and generous while not expecting anything in return.

A 'happy' time? Cool...how old were you? It sounds like fun...very sweet stories are welcome...

around 6 or 7 years old. off late it's been very rough life. not much light in life... many deadlines, pressures...feel like i'm fighting a losing battle.

I know that you are not a 'loser' though...what would help you?

i dont want anything. thats the problem. when you dont have any wants. a living corpse who just goes through the days

i dont know... each day is a drag through loneliness, despair. i dont even want new friends. just want to go someplace away like my avatar is in. i've realized that depression wont go rightaway. it'll need a lot of effort.

I am so happy that we know you though. Despair is tough (really tough), but you are such an asset (you know that). Oh, and who should I make this money order out to?