what is in your hands

in time of mistake i reacted how i could've reacted. my toxic caretaker treated me such that i got bpd, cause that's all she knew. so if everyone does, what they know then what's in our hands. isnt life just an output of circumstances.

if i hadnt met this forum, i wouldve been on street. if i werent abused, i wouldn't come here. if internet werent invented, i would've been on street. if my caretaker were different i wouldnt be so ill.

so whats in my hands...everything depends on everything else...???

jaus tail wrote:if internet werent invented, i would've been on street. if my caretaker were different i wouldnt be so ill.

today I had these very same thoughts. if I hadn't internet access in the early 2000s, and had learned english by watching tv in the 90s, I would be dead or on the streets.



Seeing you in a similar situation is somewhat comforting. If you made it, I can make it, and vice-versa.