Random thoughts

how does any one person know where they are supposed to be in life?
How do you not get pushed into something that does not suit you?

I feel like the entire world is pushing me and pulling me in a million different directions all the time. I can't figure out which way I'm supposed to go. I don't know what is actually right, the only thing I do know is that I want to make everyone happy. But, I also know that by doing that, I am more miserable than I have ever been.

I'm trying to pick everything up, one piece at a time. I'm slowly finding things that I enjoy doing...why is life...existing even, so daunting? I can barely find things I enjoy doing, I cannot even fathom trying to force myself to do things that I hate :/

Hmm...Lately the idea of keeping ''boundaries'' has entered my head.
I am not sure I am good at this...unless I am angry .
This may be the reason I avoid people and isolate myself.
I can too easily read what others want and try and be that for them. I m not sure if it is so they accept me , in the case of normals...
I know I have genuine empathy and compassion for addicts and those with MH issues. I connect better with such people...
I dont think I can be any other way.
lately I am v contradictory in my self reflection, desperate to find a formula as to why I react in certain ways, or feel certain emotions.....
Life is confusing. I am confusing , even to myself...

I have concluded the kind of boundaries I need to keep are in relation to environment. I MUST not tolerate work situations or any soical environment I logically know will kill my spirit.
I am not as emotionally tough as i think I am. I am tired of trying to be.
Perhaps antidepressants gave me a false sense of being bullet proof?

From now on ..NO job is better than the wrong job...

Stop people pleasing. Find what makes you happy and love you. You can make noone happy and no one can make you happy. Thats a inside job.

Don't do stuff you hate. That equals misery and depression.

Do what calls to you and follow your hearts desire. Means listen to your heart. If you are excited, passionate, and want to learn all you can about it these are clues. Plus you feel happy doing it and it makes you feel good about yourself. And in general.

Do one thing at a time, so you know what it is you truly enjoy and dont overwhelm or cause yourself anxiety plus its easier to weed out what you love what you are ok at and what you are excellent at and it also helps prioritize levels of importance and whether you love or hate or cant live without it. Make it simple and get rid of the rest declutter your thoughts basically. This will streamline and balance you and you will feel much better.

irak needt to import oil because the usa is steal all the oil the country makes
the isil have take one of the most impotent oil refineries
this will make the economy in bagdad criple
the us will have no other option but to go back in irak again

twisted_21 wrote:I feel like the entire world is pushing me and pulling me in a million different directions all the time. I can't figure out which way I'm supposed to go. I don't know what is actually right, the only thing I do know is that I want to make everyone happy.

Do you think people would be happy if YOU were happy? I'm slowly learning that this seems to be the case in my life. So it really becomes more of a choice of finding out what I want which is equally difficult, but at least it's about me vs others.

I can't use BBcode anymore without getting MySQL error and it's really annoying.

The site just received a large upgrade and there are still some kinks that are being worked out. I will let the Site administrator know of the errors you are receiving. In the meantime, if you get these types of errors, could you PM them to a mod and let them know what you were doing when it occurred?

Thanks!

I don't think Johnny Depp is sexy at all.....why do women like him?

Which is worse? Living in a dream and not know you're sleep walking - or coming to the painful truth and reality, and unable to accept or to change it?
Which is the worse state to live in?

Oh God