Breakup

He is disgusting
You don’t want to tell your friends about him
He is a bum
He is snaggled –toothed
Racist
White-trash
He treats you badly
Takes you for granted
Lies.
He is gross.
You can’t even tell your friends about him.
STOP IT NOW.
He is not allowed to take you for granted.
Also: he doesn’t *really* love you. You know that. He is in a bad place in his life. You tick off a few boxes. He would jump on someone in a second if he could.
He looks like a homeless person.
GET OVER IT LISA.
He is gross.
And we are using each other.
It’s a fake relationship.
It won’t go anywhere.
He is gaunt and disgusting.
It is not worth is. You will feel a void for a while but it’s because you forgot your own glory.
You know you have.
You have lost a lot of faith.
He is such a selfish lover. Probably the most selfish lover of all time.
HE IS RACIST.
Move. ON.
Jesus. Christ.
You don’t think you can really do better. That’s why you are with him.
IT IS NOT WORTH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nothing he does or says matters now. He is literally a gaunt, homeless looking person with snaggle tooth and white trash racist.
He has good qualities but they are not for you to harvest.
Living a lie.
The snarl in your mouth.
You need that validation. But that should be aside of what is happening now.
It’s sad because you don’t like leaving on bad terms with people. But maybe someone like that, it will always be on bad terms.
CUT THIS PERSON OUT
Please.
PLEASE.
The void is going to pulse. Hard for awhile.
You will be empty for awhile.
You will always wish him well.
You forgot your own glory but a part of you remembers it so well.
The void will pulse hard.
DON’T BE USED.
A part of you remembers it so well.
So much of this is about you not being loveable.
Send him off.
Wish him well in your heart.
He doesn’t love you.
You forgot your own glory.
You are complicit. Own that. But move on as compassionately as you can.
Forget the unfinished business. This has been a secret. We are using each other. It feels validating but it’s not real. Leave, leave, leave.
Not only is he ugly, lazy and deceptive. He is leading you on as much as you are keeping him around. He doesn’t take care of the major things in his life; his son, his dog. He has a restraining order. He does nothing. It shouldn’t blend into your life, no matter how much guilt you have.
The void will pulse.
LET IT GO.
He doesn’t actually give a $#%^.
Your low self esteem, unfortunately, reads a lot into this person’s #######4.
Because my depression and guilt makes me think I am matched to this.
He’s always looking out for other girls. But he’s delusional because he looks like a homeless person.
Grey, fuzzy, rotting.
I just had a dream about him. He has a tiny penis head. (Long, good shaft, but he has no penis head. It’s just the foreskin, and it tapers off). Weird, cause he also has a really small head.
In my dream, the tip of his penis was dish-like and wide, and covered in STDs. And I had a mouth snarling fight with him.
###$. So much of this is about feeling unloveable. Hoping that messages are from him. It’s the void.
Whatever grief comes from this. Plow through it.
It’s enough, living a lie.
You feel unloveable. Ride that.
You lost that glory a long time ago.
I’m sorry that you feel this way.
A complex sort of person. But always deep feeling.
Feel so unloveable.
Come to know your own glory.
This might be it, so just ride that.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8UVNT4wvIGY
Gotye - Somebody That I Used To Know

(having emathy and emotions must be a pita?)

Not sure how you want responses since there doesn't seem to be much question here.

But whatever you did you seem to have done the right thing breaking up if that's how you felt the relationship was.